I'm still wondering why i just can't forget bout you ? Is it i still do love you ? Or my love for you is just too strong . I'm just jeolous and hurt when i always saw you having fun with him . And i dont know why ? Seriously . Ask those who really knows everything bout me . You use to be my talking partner . My chating partner . My luaghing partner . My crazy jokes partner till you fall off your bed . I just can't forget all those moments especially the 19th . Haiz . I've waited for you for quite a long time . And i'm still wondering why i'm still waiting ? Sometimes i still wonder why i'm still here . Maybe now you have he's love back . And you dont need me a any longer . So i wont be ur bestfriend any longer . You have _______ . and _______ to make you happy . So i better leave you now for you to enjoy ur wonderful life . I wont talk to yu any more . I wont be calling you anymore . No more 4am . I wont be calling you kiwi anymore . I wont be ur kunyit any longer . And there will be no more 19 may . Now it will be just my wonderful memories i had with you . With you will be my most memorable song ever . I'll listen to it every single night . Everynight tears willl be running down my cheeks everytime i'm listeing to that song and some other songs that were meaningful to my life . I'll write just one more song for you as a goodbye song to you . I've should be yours any longer . And yours will be my team mate for this B boys division . I just dont know why i can't really forget you . Tears running down now . Haiz . If i had just one wish . I'll just wish that you'll be remembering your old best friend . You seem to forget me recently and always pay attention on him . I saw your picture with him in ayu's camera . And he's holding your ? ? ? I just dont wanna say and i cried and hurt that time . Ayu knows everything . This will be my greatest fall of all time coz i failed to get you this time . Maybe there's no love for us and we're meant not to be together . Its true what you've say . We will not be together . Somehow i can still remember that you said you do want 19 may to be back . Bt what is this ? You're getting world . Dont you know that ? On that second day of camp obor ? At the beach . ? What did you say ? You insulted him . You criticize him . And yet you still ? Argh . Forget it la ehk . All i know is you're getting world and you words are all fake . Nvm . I've never regretted being your friend ? Or am i even your friend ? I'm confused . I know you dont have my link . Bt if you find it . I hope you read this and think twice before you do . All i want is the old you just like you said to me . And now you've change a lot . Not me . Bt you're still be part of the list in me . I'm confused . My heart is telling me to let go . Bt i dont wanna to listen to them . Stories you tell as we lay in bed all night . I'll listen to your cries and listen to all your stories about him to me . ? Bt now . ? You wont need me as you have him for you to tell your stories . I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet. Parade square was where i first saw you . With you long hair . Your blue specs . You blue bag . And where you and azly was fighting calling each other pantat and jubo i think ? YOu called me a nerd last time when we first knew each other . Haiz . I'll be remembering all that days . The day we celebrate your birthday party . The necklace we shared . I'll keep them close to my heart and i'll take good care of them . And i hope you dont throw my bear that i gave you during valentine's day . and never to forget me . now . It has pass midnight . All i wanna say is . I love you and all i want is you . Bt i know . You have him and you never had love me before . All you want is him and maybe it's true that we wont be together and bestfriend might be your enemy . Haiz . Just so you know . My heart have loved somebody else and that's her . Everybody knows it . She's a good gerl . Preety . Friendly . Kind-hearted . Bt i dont know if she does have feelings for me ? Maybe i'll ask her one day . And for now . Goodbye to you and tc and last long with him aite .