Wow Wow Whee ! New word yawl . . Muahahahaha . . So . Today . . Had fun . . And had some tears today . . And i dont even know why ? Is it coz of something or what ? K . Lets carry on . . Hmm . Today still have the obor thingy . And i'm damn tired for these past 3 days . Haiyo . Hmm . Nothing much today . . Bla3 . . All i do was to chillex inside the room and do nothing bt to continue with my song . So . Still working on it . . these new song is refering to someone i recently met . Haha . Writing about how i met with her . How we go on . Haha . If finish i'll show you all wokay ? Hmm . So . My heart still hurts coz of that stupis shit . Whoever feel i'm talking about you . Maybe its you . Hmm . Yet my heart still wondering . Wondering why i'm still waiting . . Wondering why i felt hurt when you're with him . The photo i saw that u're taken together . . Wow ! Baek per ! Pegang kat sane . Cool kan ??? Forget it . Dont wanna get it to their life ever again . What i'm going to do now . . To search for a new one for me and i've already find one . . And maybe i'll be happy being with her if she take me as her ehem2 . . So . . As i was saying . . I had fun today . Made new members . Lutfil as usuall . Azly , ayu n alif was really crazy today . Haha . . Hmm . Sheila and liyana were in my friends list . Filzah too . She went home early today oz of something la . So . Sheila was great today . Laugh a lot . Hamdan ar . Bbl semangat sia at interchange and in the bus . . Haha . . We were like laughing our lungs out . . Haha . . Hmm . So . Sheila sat beside me . Whee . . Happy la siotz . ! Haha . . Hmm . When sheila alighted off the bus . Every body were saying . Happy ar zim . Haha . . Hmm . So . I slept in the bus as i'm really tired and sleepy . Sleep while hearing to my sngs . Haiz . Almost cried of one thing . What for crying when she doesnt even cared about me any longer . Am i right . Better to move on . Hmm . . May it be our bested memories on the beach that day . Hmm . So . My heart is in two different places right now . After i've seen what you have done . And what you've said to me . I better let you go and enjoy ur life . From now on . I'm not gonna be close to you and evenhad fun with you . Just friends i think . I dont want us to be like last times . And i know you're thinking the same way either . Its better this way . Hmm . And now . Im in love with another gerl whom i know we can be happy together if she treated me the same way as i does . Hmm . She really a good gerl and even much more clever than anyone . Haha . She friendly . Can hang around with . Can laugh and chat with . . Haha . . Its better . She making my life go crazy . Wow Wow Whee !! Hmm . So . I wanna thnks lutfil for introducing her to me . And i'll promise mysdelf to get her and try to be hers if she want to . Bt i'm ot 100 percent sure as she's much more older than me . Haiyo . Haha . . Like what ppl says . Cinta tidak mengikut usia . Love doesnt go for ages . Like yat and hazirah . Haha . . Haiz . So . I'm trying hard for me to forget her bt surely i hard to persevere and never to give up and i will hold back my tears not to let them fall over my face againg . All those pictures we took . And that love songs i wrote for you . Will never be erase and will be forever a sweet memory to me . And now . Goodbye to the days that have bee areally great day for me . I really had enough crying just becoz of you and i dont wanna get hurt any longer . So . It supposed to be my 6th month today bt what to do . Tiada jodoh bagi kita untuk bersama . Tips for those who want to be with her . Firstly . Be with her whenever she need you . Be by her side if she's sad or some other stuff . Hug her tightly if she feels cold or what so others . Make her smile by giving her riddles n jokes until she fall off her bed . Gives her names and you'll call her that if you want . Call her every night so she could have some one to talk to . I guess my help wont be good enough coz she's got a perfect guy to be with . And i wish you all the best being together . Till here . Gdbye 19 . . TEARS falling !