Why life must to be like this ? Why can't it be as perfect ? Should it be ending this way ? I never had wanted this to happen . . Coz somehow , i just can't understand you ? Who ? Which ? Why ? Tell me . . I need to know all this . . Just get to the point if you never had loved me . . Just don't you play with my feelings . . It is fucking heart break to heard what i'm hearing .. Like fuck sia ! As for now , let's pretend like it the same as ever ? Perhaps , i have good friends to cheer me up . . Lots of them . If i'm not needed anymore . . Tell me . . Coz you have him . . Why bother about me any longer ? Stupid isn't it . . Why do u just have to hurt me ? You once said you love me ? Where is it ? I guess i just have high hopes . . In the end , stupid things happen . I just gonna end here coz there's no point for me to post all this . . Who am i to you ? Please , stop . . Maybe i just have to go away from you and rather that will make u even happy . . Haiz . .