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Hello there, I'm Hazim or you guys can call me ajim. . Tall , big , love to sing , writing songs and play the guitar and loves kickingBalls. I hate both Manchesters and loveLiverpool FC. I hate people who steals people'sproperty. I hate liars , bossy people , kerek. people and so on . Imma happy kiddo and have a happy life with great people around me . Not happy with that , go FUCK. Enjoy your stay here , leave if you don't like it . |
- Monday, March 30, 2009 @ Monday, March 30, 2009 First of all . . Congrats to khairi and syazana for becoming the 23rd president and vice-president . . Gahhhh . . I want khairi to be the president . . K so nvm . . Let's share about today aite . . Yahhh . . I'm super duper biol today . . I irritate rashid the most today . . Most was him bt the rest was kok feng and arch . . Hehe . . Had lesson as per normal . . MT went AV . . Did some work there . . Recess didnt go coz no appetite to eat so stayed up at study area with kok feng , haziq , angi , lily , afiqah and alif . . Had some laughs with them . . I know afiqah is a Hotsteam coz she like calling me and kok that . . Gahhh . . Disturb lily ( scandal ku ) Ahaaaa . . After all of that was lit i guess . . So damn the mendak by then disssturb rashid till we kinddda have a fight . . Haha . . Bt we're okay now . . Then yah . . Kok feng's use my phone like the whole day . . Msg2 with ayu . . About when me and her are gonna meet up soon . . Yahhh then was english . Nothing much . . Maths was damn fun coz me , shafiq , lut and joe was all talking about sex la , go geylang la what so ever . . My god she's not a virgin . . Haha . . So D&T wasnt fun at all coz i sleep i guess . . Then yah . . Assembly was damn boring . . After assembly eat then hadd lesson . . Go through holiday homework . . I swear her laughter is damn irritating . . Wanna attract attention sia . . Nonsensical bitch ! Yah . . After maths went to tkd play soccer . . Damn you wan ( monkey ) . Slide me till my bone very the pain . . Gahhhh . . Then yah . . Had some laughs too . . Then the chiness girl wanna train there so go canteen lepak2 then go padang play match against the sec 5s gang . . Boring then went back home with norizwan and rashid . . Disturb one sec 1 girl . . I swear she's cuute ! If she's a malay ! Wow consperm i'll take her . . -.- . . Then yah . . Rashid took the same bus with me then disturb2 her again . . I mean him . . Then yah . . Reach home bath watch tv then here i am . . Taaadaaaa . . Haha . . Till here then coz i'm fucking pissed off chatting with that bitch . . Buhbye ! Tratatata . . Toodless ! Labels: Mr and Mrs World . - Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ Sunday, March 29, 2009 Currently downloading songs from youtube . . Just get back from johor . . Go johor buy some stuffs . . I'll make this a quick one coz i'm running out of time . . Wanna go lepak . . So yah . . Go johor bought contact lens . . Daily punye . . I tell u . . So damn pain bile starting nk pakai a contact lens . . Wow ! Nvm . . Will get used to it someday . . K so . . Bought three t-shirts . . Then go jalan at city square . . Eat at marry brown . . Then yah . . Didnt go madrasah this morning coz wake up late . . Sleep at 2 . . Mane tk bangon lmbt . . Stupid me . . Haha . . K so . . Yah . . Till here then . . Buhbye . . I've change my link so i'll give it to you guys when i'm free . . Tratatata . . Labels: you'll regret this forever - Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ Saturday, March 28, 2009 Wheeee ~ I feel so great today . . Thnks to bestfriends i had . . Alot to say bt yah . . Some are bitches ! Not including as bestfriends . . K so . . Wake up at 1 today . . WAs simply tired coz yesterday slept at 2 i guess . . Ermmm . . Woke up bath , PCC , then watch some tv then siap went to nenek's house eat . . Then took 912 from nenek's house go to school . . Saw some bitches . . So board down the bus with julaina . . Talk with her about the priza presentation . . Then yah . . Reach school everyone was there . . Salam members then ms rashidah ask to board up the bus . . Sat with hafiz . . Then in the bus hear some song . . Kept quiet till reach there . . So kecoh habes la siol . . Firstly , we have to wait for a moment . . So we , me , khairi , nash and matin amek2 gambar . . Then ajak haziq , muhaimin , khair and azly come . . Then ajak yusri . . The got some sibok people come . . Da la pakai cam gay . . OMgay ! So i shout . None khairi fan belah ehk ? Muke paisey ! Haha . . Go die ar ! Haha . . So took picture . . Khai , send me those pictures on monday okay ? K so . . Jln2 jap . . I laugh damn a lot today . . Just give an applause to khai and members for making me smile . . Forget about the misery and think about freedom without girl . . That was what hafiz say . . Haha . . Then yah . . Then drama started . . I swear i laugh a lot with matin and khai . . The drama was damn funny . . then got this one boy la . . Nk step joker . Laugh like shit only . . Wanna attract attention . . Feel like throwing my bubble gum to him sia . . Buhhhh . Then disturb2 lily . . I swear she's fun to be with . . Wheeee ~ . . K so . . It all ended at 730 . . There is this one part outside the toilet . . Haha . . So zuriati called my name . . She take my hp number . . Talk for a while with her . . Damn . . She's hot ! So yah . . In the bus sit with rashid . . Kacau2 lily . . Best luh disturb u . . Haha . . U have a very smooth skin . . Hehe . . Then yah . . Went causeway point with rashid , hafiz , muhaimin and khair . . Eat at Mcdonalds . . Ilham and hilman working at there . . Haha . . I miss playing soccer with ilham . . Haha . . Then after eating went to sport link check2 boot . . Then went back home . . Me and shid took 911 . . Reach home no one at home . . Watch tv . . Then here i am updating my blog . . Till here then coz of to night call with her . . Buhbye then ! Labels: Fcuking get lost of my life . - Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ Thursday, March 26, 2009 Hey . . Not gonna post much today coz mood really the not good . . Just gonna post about what happen today . . K so . . Start off with lesson la . . First period was PE . . Did 2.4 km at woodlands stadium . . Timing was 13.56 . . Pass la tu . . So i was fucking wet . . After jogging for 6 rounds . . Cramps all over . . Somemore yesterday had fitness training . . Walao . . K reach school had recess . . Eat then after recess was maths . . Before entering the class go toilet change la . . Lepak2 there . . Then go back class seto was there . . Then yah . . Bored so i kept quiet . . Not in a mood . . Then after that had MT . . Debate at library . . Ms melissa's class won . . Nothing more to say about this . . Had some laughs with nash and sol . . Then after that was chem . . Although ms ong is fun but a thing that came out of her mouth i just can't understand . . Bt yeah . . She's fun . . Last period was EL . . Mr mark is away again so ms chan took over . . Free period and so i sat down quietly do nothing . . Mood swing like shit . . Then yah . . After school went kfc with norizwan , azly , rashid n kok feng . . Then sepet and din came . . Had some laughs . . After finish eating then went back to school . . Lepak2 at canteen then call khairi where he was . . Then he ajak me play soccer at tkd . . Then went there . . Ahcap , isa and al was there . . So played till that fucking sangeetha came . . Al was damn funny sia . . Whateveeeeeer ehk al ? Haha . . K so after that went to basketball court play then lighting alert . . Haiyo . . Then went back to canteen play some juggling . . Al was fat sia when he's sec 1 . . Wow . . ! Then yah . . Went to class 5n2 . . Aircon dok . . Cold yawl . . Talk about stuffs . . Had some laughs . . Geylang ehk al ? Haha . . Then clock strikes 6 . . Haha . . Go home ar . . On the way home i have nothing much to say coz it just hurts me . . So yah . . Currently chatting with azly and black fizah . . I miss khidir ! Where did you go ? You owe me something ehk bulu ! K till here then . . And yah . Buhbye ! Since i have know the truth . . Its better for me to leave you coz its the best way for me and you're better off with him . . So yah . . You played with my feelings and i had enough of it . . So this is the right time for me to let you go and let you enjoy ur wonderful life . . I just feel like killing myself bt its no use after all . . Till here then . . I'm gone and you dont need me at all . . Labels: you'll be fine - Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ Wednesday, March 25, 2009 Song have been currently changed to point of view by Mcfly . . I'm addicted to this song . . And yah . . I'm not in a mood rite now coz i got to know something . . K so . . My day today wasn't as good a the previous day . . Lesson were just the same . . Nothing different . . Mr mark is away for a week i guess . . So free period . . Then after recess was literature . . Go AV theatre . . Watch movie . . Then stay there coz got geography . . I was damn queit through the whole lesson and i do not know why ? And yes finally was social studies and maths . . I'm getting closer and closer with rashid . . Sharing lots of secrets together . . You better keep them u fat ass ! Haha . . K so . . Went back home coz wanna take ma soccer stuffs . . Rashid follow along with me . . Then came late for training but yah . . It rains . . So not training bt have to do fitness training . . I tell you it was damn tough . . Sangeetha cam paham nk suro org buat . . Do it before asking people to do so ! Stupid teacher ! Then yah . . Cramps all over . . After training ended went canteen buy drinks and wont tell more what happen in canteen coz it upsets me . . So yah . . Go to PE departmet sat alone . . Watch the video we took then delete some pictures which was not needed anymore then yah . . Dee came say asl sorang ? So i say boring ar there . No one to talk with . . K so she walk off then faizar come . . Haiyo u black guy ! Ahaha . . K so . . Went home alone .. Took bus at bus stop blakang . . Then syikin ask me asl nmpk sedeh la . . Whatsoever then i say nothing happen . . Haha you shariffah ! Haha . . K so . . Feel like crying otw home . . Then yah reach home bath eat watch tv then here am i . . Till here then . . Msn something wrong . . Can't get in . . So trying to solve the problems . . And yah . . I give up . . . Buhbye ! I just can't take it anymore with all these things happen in my life . . Friend doesn't treat friends this way . . I think this time i gonna let you go coz i know you just dont want me so what for waiting . . I swear . . Bt i know its hard for me to do so coz three years of loving you just dont seem right to leave you . . Why you ust have to lie . ? Gahhh . I'm trying to let go . . You're free gerl . . Labels: time to let go . - Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ Tuesday, March 24, 2009 Today was another great day for me . . Seriously . . With the great friends i have bt some not too great . . Bt yah ! I had fun today . . It was just a typical day for me . . Same as ever . . Lesson was okay coz lots of teacher was absent today . . Physics . . Mdm siti didnt come . . Literature . . Mdm wen never come bt had to do a test . . Asal bolehh hentam saja la ! . Ermmm . Then it was english which mr mark didnt come too . . Then MT was okay . . Then last period was SS . . I tell you i started to hate mrs loy and social studies . . The way she teach was just not up to standard . . Hehe . . BT okay2 la . . Ermm . . After school lepak2 at canteen with khair and rashid . . And so on go geography tutorial . . Bt i guess i have to improve in my geography coz just now just got back my report book and failed two . . Which is english and literature . . Geog enough eat la . . Cukop makan la . . Hehe . . K so by then after tutorial went down back meet up members then yah . . Khidir took the ball out from the CL room and then we play soccer at TKD . . My team was me , haziq and syahdirwan . . I tell you we were the strongest team there . . Bt after asraf and his gang join . . Walao ! They play like proffesional . . Bt for me i guess . . I played well coz i save lots of shots from them . . CHEY ! Bagus kan ?! Haha . . K then . . So . . Had some laugh there . . Werld da sah werld ar ! Bising ! K so . . Went home with rashid and sab . . Then yah . . Otw to the bus stop . . I think someone touch my tooooooooooooot . . I feel good ! Haha . . Kukus jek ! K so . . Yah . . Reach home bath eat then go cut hair . . Gahhhh ! Will miss my hair ! Waiting for it to grow back . . And yah . . So here am i . . Till here then . . As for yesterday . . All i remember was i had fun playing ball at the field with . khairi , khidir and norizwan . . We took some videos . . So yah . . Check it out in ma phone . . Labels: All i want is you . - Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ Sunday, March 22, 2009 Hey ho ! Wow ! What a great day it was yesterday . . Ermmm . . So . . Yesterday was saturday and you know . . Obviously . . So many people kuar la . . K . . Had a talk at Dover CC yesterday . . meet up members at interchange . . So yah . . Evrybody da smpai . . Then off we go to dover cc . . Saw one of my uncle at interchange . . Then talk for a moment . . Then train came alight the train la . . in the train baru nk ingat we forget wan is coming . . So sry wan . . Maybe next time . . So reach there dover . . Took a bus there . . In the bus take2 picture . . Then reach there write our name then get inside then the talk start . . The talk is about what ? Ermmm . . Free and easy la like travelling2 thing la . . Then there this one makcik or what la . . Nk step bbl english sia . . Nonsense ! So . . Yah . . Didnt wuite losten coz i almost feel asleep . . Then after all finish eat currypuff . . Then off to vivo . . Then yah . . We go our seperate ways . . Me , sab , dee , naufal , azly and shid went vivo while the rest go where idk ? ? Yah . . Took 166 go there and i swear we were like making so much noise in the bus da mcm bus kite gitu la kan . . Then yah . . Reach there cari seoul garden . . There's no seoul garden then at last makan at long john silver . . Luckily shafiq tk kerje sane . . Haha . . K so . . After that take pictures at that place la . . Then sab need to meet her mum then at last she's going home with her mum . . So me , dee , naufal , azly and shid balek . . Took mrt home then go lepak at admiralty park . . Azly siang2 da alek . . then left me , dee , naufal , shid , lutfil , mira and iiqah . . Then yah . . I was the noises there . . Haha . . So took some pictures . . I have lots of fun there . . If only sab was there . . Haha . . K so . . Yah . . Currently chatting with so many people . . And yah . . Haiz . . I'm kindda sad coz i guess i still have to wait . . Gahhh . . So yah . . That was my saturday . . As for today . . Nothing much happens . . So . . Till here then . . Buhbye ! - Friday, March 20, 2009 @ Friday, March 20, 2009 And yah ! I am totally not in a mood rite now ! I've just get a news from someone . . And i'm really upset about it . Gahhh ! I''m like freaking fucked up ! I wish he just didnt exist in my life . . K bla . . I wont be talking what happened this past few days . . Maybe next time coz i'm out of my mood . . Bt i'll share just today . . K so . . I woke up at nenek's house . . Woke up . . Bath . . Bath tub dok . . Wow ! K so . . Had breakfast . . Then watch some tv . . Then went off with uncle to mosque . . Meet up his friend at bus stp . . And i tell u we are freaking late . . K so . . Reach there , they were already started praying . . So . . Ape lagi . . Fasten up then pray la . . So after finish praying . . Meet up azly at bus stop . . Then he ajak me go play soccer at school . . Npcc and ex npcc which is me vs the campleaders . . So bla . . Played 8 a side . . Then yah . . Ended up in a draw . . Scored by me and aqid for the npcc team and khairi and who idk for the campleaders . . I feel like punching his face if he's playing . . Luckily dier tk de . . Fuck him la ! K so . . After it all finished . . .Lepak2 with members at study area . . Then disturb jeth and julaina . . Haha . . Ermmm . . Had some laugh . . Haha . . So darn funny luh julaina . . K so khairi blanje me mkn kfc . . 2 dollars only . . Then after eating . . Went back home with rashid . . Then reach home play psp . . And yah . . Here i am . . Not in a mood i guess . . Till here then . . Currently chatting with lots of peeps . . Shid , kak aiza , azly , lut and yah . . None other than . . My scandal yawl ! Hehe . . Tratata . . ! Labels: i never had a friend like this . - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ Tuesday, March 17, 2009 K so . . I'll make this post a short one coz my fathar wanna use the com . . K as for today . . Ermmm . . Went to school . . Meet up pelangi at school . . Around 10 plus then i reach . . Masok skola jek then nat say hi to me . . Then say hi back ar . . Dun wanna bt a sombong person . . K so . . Lepak2 with angi in front of PE department . . Talk2 . . Laugh2 . . Eeeeee ! Pelangi got a rabak nye matahari terbakar ( sunburn ) ! Haha . . Then send2 some song . . Listen to my new favourite song . . K so . . After that hafiz came . . Thnks for the goreng pisang . . Haha . . Then yusri come . . What a mat man him ! Tkt dok kuar ngn kau ! K so . . After that ajak yusri go mkn kfc . . Then he follow then hafiz and angi wanna follow . . Like a baek peh anjing ar ! Haha . . Joke2 . . Then eat2 at there . . Laugh2 . . Talk2 . . Then blah ! Went back to school . . K the purpore i go school is because i had nike cup semi finals and had to give back form to loy . . Bt in the end . . My form lost . . Shitos ! Suey ar ! Then lepak2 . . then play soccer at tkd . . Gerek la jugak . . Then bla . . Bus arrive . . Board up the bus . . Luckily i bring my boots . . Haha . . Then yah ! Play at first toa payoh . . Artificial . . So then bla . . Lose . . Gahh . . To sengkang sec ! 4-1 . . Tk tau asl . . Over confident ar . . Then bla . . Cannot go jakarta . . Haiz . . Then yah . . Reach back school . . Go kfc with ryan again . . Then went back home . . Tehn reach home play psp jap then bath then go ngaji . . K that is my day for today . . As for yesterday . . Went jb . . Bought everlast specs . . Bought a polo fred perry shirt . . Then yah . . The new malaysia kastam make my legs cramp . . Peh jauh . ! Sucks ! So yah . . Eat at marry brown and the kopi tiam . . Then saw familiar faces like zawyah ehk ? Fuchun student tu . . Sedare terpikat . . Haha . . So then . . Jln2 . . Then went back home around 10 . . Then yah . . On9 then bla3 . . Sleep . . So till here then . . Buhbye ! Labels: it hurts . - Monday, March 16, 2009 @ Monday, March 16, 2009 Yesh ! It have been a great day for me these days . . Ermmm . . I didnt update coz i'm totally damn tired and no time to on the com . . So . . Today . . I'm free . . K lets share people ! Saturday . . Sunday . . K so . . Saturdaay . . The quarter finals ! K so . . Woke up damn late for the nike cup quarter final . . Luckily hanis call me and i tumpang his fathar lori . . So . . Rush off . . Then bla reach school . . The bus came . . Then all get up the bus then mahzuz ask . . Zim mane boot kau ? I was like huh !!! Fuck it man ! I didnt bring it . . Stupid me ! So call my fathar . . Wait for a while then my fathar come . . So bla . . Off we go to hong kah sec . . then bla . . Change then reach there warm up . . Bt what the hell man ! Ref was not there . . Wait so long tilll one ref come . . The ref which he fight with farhat . . Konek ar tu ref ! Nonsense ! k so . . Bla3 . . We won against kranji , draw against jurongville and hongkah . . So fuchun and jurongville go through to the semi final that will be played at first toa payoh sec . . Ermmm . . Tmrw i guess . . Gahhh . . Must get ready for it . . K then . . Went back to school . . Go eat at teh tarik . . Then go to siling prime . . Played with abg2 there . . All good2 sia . . All of them were like about 19 or 20 and we were just 15 and 16 . . Bla3 . . Play hujan2 . . Good or what . . Gerek oi ! Then go home . . Bath . . Watch the big match . . Liverpool and manu . . Mcm biaser ar . . Tk kan tk tau . . Liverpool won 4-1 lagi tau . . At manu home somemore . . Wow ! Shocking . . So then . . After watching . .I was having a headache . . So no time to post so i sleep la abey . . Sundaay . . I enjoy this day ! Ermmm . . Had madrasah in the morning . . Then bla3 . . After finish went to nenek house at 509 . . Then we cik tini's family ajak us go to east coast ar . . Then woohoo ! I was damn happy man ! Then went back home . . Change then bla3 . . Pictures will be uploaded next post . . Then reach there . . So the lecak u noe . . The bla3 . . Watch my sedare play game . . I didnt play coz i was wearing jeans and didnt bring extra shorts . . So bla . . Talk with abg naz jap . . Then he hugged me coz he say he miss me . . Hehe . . And also liverpool won . . He a liverpool fan too . . So they mandi laut then no other keje took pictures of them ar . . Then bla . . So borink . . Join ar . . Jeans basah . . Heck care ar . . Haha . . Sat down . . Keep on writing my name and her's at the sand and 190508 . . Haha . . So the sedeh when abg naz ask . . What is this ? 190508 ? I say . . Nothing special about it . . Just a date . . Gahhh . . Feel like crying though . Then bla . . Went to water breaker with yan . . Talk about NS . . Coz he's in NS now . . Asking him how's life there . . Then he tell stories then scared me . . Then bla3 . . Went back to the pit . . Eat . . Then talk with abg naz and yan about NS thingy again . . Then yeah . . Nisa and hazirah come . . Talk2 with them jap . . Then bla3 . . Took pictures with all of them . . I gonna miss them . . Especially abg naz and yan . . Haha ! Botak boi ! Boi mok ! Haha . . So by then . . All went back home . . And yeah . . I even bring my blue book to write a song when i'm alone at water breaker . . Haiz . . Nearly cried . . Looking at sky . . Wondering when am i gonna be with her ? Trying to hold back my tears . . Bt yeah ! I cried . . And no use crying . . Coz she doesnt even care about me . . Haiz . . I give up i guess . . There no hope yawl ! Gahhhh ! Went back home . . Bath then sleep coz my eyes was red . . So bla . . Can't stop thinking of her though . . Till here then . . Buhbye ! ! I guess i will leaving u now . . But it's difficult for me to let u go . . Haiz . . I know u never had like me all these while . . I read ur blog and it kindda hurt me . . And idk why ? Why not me ? Haiz . . And now i have decided to let you go . . I'll try to forget you . . Coz i know u love him bt not others . . 190508 will never be coming back . . Believe me . . K so . . Hope u have a great life . . Till here then . . Off to johor . . Labels: i give up . - Friday, March 13, 2009 @ Friday, March 13, 2009 K . . Forget about thursday . . Coz i dont wanna talk about it ! And today . . Nothing much to say . . Bt i'll talk about things that happened after school more . . Okay ? K so . . Let's start in the morning . . Ermm . . Went to school without m specs . . It broke coz i sleep while wearing it . . So . . I baring2 on it so . . Pecah la bodoi ! So . . I can't see well . . Rabon kate kan . . K so . . Reach interchange . . Bla3 . . Dont wish to talk about it . . Went to school . . Reach school sat down . . Alone . . Mood gone . . So . . Bla3 . . Didnt say a word until reach class . . Sab make my mood come back . . Thnks . . Ermmm . So . . Had english . . Presentation . . Bla3 . . I need pleasure man . ! It's fun though . . Haha . . K so . . Bla3 . . MT also presentation . . Then bla3 . . Finish school went back home . . Kok feng and rashid accompanied me home then lepak at my house play2 guitar . . Then went back to school . . Reach back to school search for mrs loy then she was not around . . So went lepak in councillor room . . Lepak2 there with members all . . Then play battleship with norizwan and khidir . . I won both . . I'm good . . I know . . Chey . . Ermmm so . . Then play hangman at whiteboard with wan and kokfeng . . I win again . . Well . . As you can see . . I'm good . . Hehe . . Then after that go to kok feng's company . . Talk2 . . Tell some stories . . Talk about manu and liverpool ame tmrw . . I'm feeling scared ade . . Nervous pon ade . . Haiyo . . Let's see the final result tmrw . . K so . . Then went back to school . . Lepak2 with kok feng at canteen . . Then hafiz came . . Then rashid came . . Talk about my problems . . Idk why ? ? Then there was one part when i can't stop laughing . . So damn funny . . I never had laugh like i did just now . . K so . . . I so miss ayu wear a red shirt just now . . Bt i can't see properly coz i'm not wearing my specs . . So . . Later on . . I borrowed rashid's specs and see this who was it . . Then i thought it was miss ayu bt in the end it was a fat man waering a red shirt similar to hers . . Oh my . . I'm laughing and all of us laugh like we're taking laughing gas gitu . . Haha . . Haiyo . . Shid2 . . Control ur laughing skills . . Haha . . K so . . Bla3 . . Went back with members then reach home . . Watch tv . . ten go transit go eat . . I swear i'm full rite now . . Burppppp ! Ahhh ! Full yawl ! K so . . Bla3 . . Reach home . . Now i'm posting . . So bla ! Till here . . Buhbye ! Labels: friends since primary school and yet u have to do this to me . - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ Wednesday, March 11, 2009 Wow . ! What a day for me today ! I had lots of laugh and somehow get frustrated lil bit . . K so . . I didn't update yesterday coz i'm totally damn tired . . My daily routine now is playing soccer . . Nak lose weight oit ! So . . I'm tired , exhausted and what else ? Ermm . ? Cramps all over my body . . Ehee ! So . . Let's share about today and yesterday yawl ! Let me see . . . . . Mondaay . . Ermmm . . Hardly remember a thing . . Ermm all i know is . . Lepak with members was the best . . Laugh till i can't laugh . . Hahaaaa ! Ermm . . PE do nothing . . Get lecture bt mr heikal . . Ermm what else . . Ah . . Lesson were boring as per normal . . Gahhh ! K . . That's is my monday . Tuesdaay . . Also can hardly remember what happened yesterday . . Bt i kow is went kfc . . Then go back school lepak with members again . . Ermmm . . Lesson okay2 uh . . I had lots of fun these days . . Ermm what else ? K . . I think that's all . . For today . . I had lots of fun aye !? Ermm . . K so . . Lesson were okay . . Bt some of it make me go haiz . . Bt its okay now . . Ermm . . So . . Lesson were the same . . Mendaq luh for sure ? K so . . After school finish . . Eat at canteen . . Then ehemm2 . . Stim jap . . Hehe . . Perangai tngok orng nye ehemmm2 . . Well . . What to do . . Kontol kukus ? ! Hehe . . K then . Play soccer at khairi's place . . Had lots of laugh too . . Ermm . . Sab and Dee pon ade . . They got potential too la kan . . Haha . . Bloom2 . . Hehe . . K so . . Team with sab as usuall . . Then went home . . Tired uh . . Then went home with Sab , Dee and Put . . Wow ! All of the sudden . . Talking about stim . ? Wow ! K . . I'll tell you guys more okay about stimming ? Aye ? Hehe . Sitting at that seat was the greatest moment of all . . Gayrek ! ! Like the wow ! ? Of course stim the thing move dee . And sab . . If wanna see . . Tell me okay ? Dun shy2 cat yer ? Hehe . . K till here. . Off to ngaji . . Good boy u know . . K buhbye ! Labels: i'm in love with you . . - Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ Sunday, March 08, 2009 K . . I'll make it a quick one . . Coz i'm sleeping at my atok house so gotta update quick . . K . . Had madrasah today . . Nthing much ar . . After that play left 4 dead at lan there . . Then go home . . Sleep for a while then rashid called saying that members are playing at siling prime . . So change rush off there . . Member were playing bt a few only . . So . . Saw fiq . Woodlands sec ar . . Then play soccer until 6 plus . . Scored 2 goal . . One shot that norizwan save . . Can't believe it . . Then bla3 . . Make new friends . . Faiz , irfan and haqim ? From woodlands sec . . Gerek ar dorang . . All watch girls one . . Haiyo . . Tating sia . . Then went home with them . . Reach home . . No one at home . . Watch tv . . Call sab . . Talk2 . . Then help atok wash car2 . . Then here am i posting . . Currently chatting with sab . . K off i go . . Till here . . Left how many minutes la . . buhbye ! Labels: one wish . - Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ Saturday, March 07, 2009 K so . . Didnt update for friday coz no time as get scolding and lecture at night . . Membingit kan telinge siot . . Just only come home late yesterday wanna talk about studies la ape la ? Nonsense sei ! K so . . I'll be sharing about today and yesterday aye . ? K so . . Today was just a great day for me . . Had nike cup in the morning and had to wake up early la abey ? Then reach school lepak2 then bus came then off to bedok view sec . . Ermm . . Sleep in the bus for a moment . . . Then bla3 . . Change in the bus coz scared later late ar . . And yah . . We were late . . Bus driver sesat jln . . Stupid apek ! So reach bedok view then first game ended then its our turn vs regent sec . . Drew 0-0 . . So wait for our next game . . Then vs serangoon . . Won 2-0 . . Then tampines . . 1-0 . . Then bedok view . . 3-0 . . Good or what ? Then so . . Fuchun and regent are in to to quarter final . . Wish us luck yawl ! K so . . After all of it ended . . Reach back to fuchun . . Then go kfc mkn . . Then wanna kill time lepak2 there . . Disturb2 people . . Farhat2 . . Haiyooh . . K so . . After that go siling prime . . Meet up with members . . Was about to change then suddently rain . . Go or what ? So . . Lepak2 bwh block . . Played takraw . . Soccer . . I had fun . . Seriously . . Haha . . I think i'm getting better in takraw u know ? Haha . . Chey . . Joke2 . . K so . . After that went doom . . Lepak2 with member first . . Then got this stupid uncle wanna scold us . . Ape lagi . . Lyn kan je la . . Fuck u ar apek ! Nonsense bitch ! K then play ali pom . . Then after that me and khidir rounding2 with nad and shid bike . . Share some stories with him . . Chey khidir . . Nice one khidir . . Pick one yawl . . Gud luck with it yer . . K so . . Till 6 . . Then went home with putra . . Bla3 . . Talk2 with hiim in the bus then plan to prank someone la . . Putra ! Dun do anything stupid ! If you're gonna take her . . . Fcuk it man ! Shooo ! . . . Hmph . . K so . . Bla3 . . Reach home . . Bath . . Then eat . . Then here am i posting . . K so . . How about yesterday which was friday ? Ermm . . Ok la . . It was seird though . . Bt it's okay . . It better now she's back . . Gahhh . . So . . Lesson lazy la to type . . After school yer . . After school lepak2 with members at study corner . . Then go PE department sit there alone . . Somehow khai noe where am i ? So he join then we talk2 . . Laugh2 . . Haha . . Then so . . Sol come . . Gahhh ! I got nothing to say . . I dunno which to side ? I dunno who's right and who's wrong ? Kalau korang due ade buat salah antara sesame . . Better change . . To sol . . My advice to u is . . Change ur behaviour . . People hate the way u are now . . And if at home . . I can't do anything coz i'm not staying with u . . Bla3 . . Then went home with shid , dee and sab . . Laugh2 . . Talk2 . . Took 912 home . . It wasn't becoz wanna kill time . . Saje je nk teman kan . . Hehe . . K so . . Mlm . . Wanna escape ngaji . . Lepak with sab at fushan . . Wait for her outside her tuition centre . . Then walk to fushan . . Then talk2 . . Laugh2 . . Took some picts . . Haha . . Tk zip ! Chey . . FFaking jek . ! Bt i sw something though . . Which make me go hot steam yawl ! Haha . . K then sent her home . . Walking . . Imagine me dying in front of you ? Haha . . I like that part . . Haha . . When u pull my shirt . . Everytime wanna cross the road . . Sab perangai tkt . . Haha . . K so . . Walk2 . . Laugh2 . . Talk2 while otw to her house . . And she keep punching and pulling me . . Gahhh . . Haha . . Nvm . . I like . . Hehe . . Then after sending her home . . Bla3 . . Get scolding by parents . . Memekak jek . . So bla . . That was my day . . Till here then . . Buhbye ! Labels: i'm trying . - Thursday, March 5, 2009 @ Thursday, March 05, 2009 Today was just a typical . . Same as evar ! Today didnt take bus go to interchange . . Coz stupid 911 come so late . . So perhaps i wake to interchange and yah . . It's my first walking to interchange coz most of the time usually i'll take bus . . Haha . . K so . . So reach the interchange dugong ask me to follow him to take bus at the other part of the station . . Meaning at the 966 and 961 all la . . So . . Tokk 961 with him . . So some AVI kids . . Then . . Rush off the bus to school . . Luckily i wasn't late . . Hakim da mcm ape siot lari . . Haha . . So . . Bla3 . . Lesson was okay . . First was lit . . It is becoming more worse and worse siot . . . So the mendaq and boring . . So bla3 . . Talk2 with kok feng and lily and afiqah . . Afiqah ! Hot steam yawl ! Lily ! Pennies ! Kok feng ! Bulu2 ! Haha . . K so . . After recess was d&t . . Did some practical . . After get back test paper . . Sadly ! I passed ! Hehe . . 28 over 40 . . Cukop mkn la tu . . Lebeh kurang halal jugak . . Then had physics . . Was okay la . . Sat with kok feng . . Talk2 . . Laugh2 . . Haha . . It was okay after all . . Maths was next . . I can't stop laughing when i sit with lutfil ! ESTHER ! I just can't ! Haha . . Just of small matter can make me laugh as if i'm taking laughing gas siot ! Hahahahaha . . Bt was frustrated when u step on my work and crush it . ! That was what made me mad ! Gahhh ! Then after school went to cousellor room ehk ? Haha . . I swear i had lots of laugh in there ! Haha . . Play what game la with hafiz . . Lost . . Then play some board game . . Battleship . . I just can't stop laughing me these days . . It was damn funny when haziq and putra was playing . . Haha . . Aku ade satu datuk ehk matin ? Bapak aku park kat B1 ehk ? Haha . . for those who dont know . . Ask me personally okay ? Haha . . Then meet farhat jap kat luar . . Then send games farhat nk . . Then ehemmm2 jap . . My hand and shirt smell siot . . Luckily never get caught . . Then went to cola room . . Play carom ? This time i'm second . . Khair first siot ! He's good . . Then watch soccer . . Like usuall . . Fuchun won siling sec . . 1o goal to nothing . . i was damn noisy sia in the field . . Disturbing shaaban was the best . . Haha . . Serve you right for that sec 1 boi . . Nk step bagus . . Tu la lokek nk kasi bola . . Baru masok da tk full time . . Dolat nye untuk seseorang yg bakhil ! Haha . . K so . . Then went home with AP , adi , afiq and put . . Me and adi are ok noe . . K . . So . . Talk2 with put in bus . . Then reach home . . Lepak2 . . Eat2 . . Then here am i . . Posting . . K so . . That's my thursday yawl . . K till here then . . Buhbye ! What all those things you told them . . All of them wasn' true at all . . Just say it if u never meant it . . There's no need for you to lie . . They have been telling me all those stories of yours ? Bt i guess those words weren't true ? Am i right to say this ? K so . . Am i the person to be blame guys ? Am i at fault ? This is what you and him want all these while right ? Me not disturbing both of your life . . ? Bt hey . . I was doing what i suppose to do . . I never had bad intentions until all these things happen ? This is not the way it suppose to be . . Getting hurt . . Gahhh ! All of them are turning their backs on me . . They all blame me for all these . ? Am i just a bad person to you guys ? Ade aku buat dose per kat korang ? Arhhh ! Nvm . . No use saying all these . . Coz i know is . . What u have been telling them wasn't true at all . . Seriously . . Do you really meant what did you tell them ? I just want the truth . . I dont wanna waste my time . . Gahhh ! Why ? God . . Please do something . . I rather die . . ! Labels: am i at fault people ? - Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ Wednesday, March 04, 2009 K so . . I'll update a fast one . . Ermmm . . K go . . Lesson all were okay except english . . Damn boring . . For maths , Mt and geog . . Okay2 ar . . Then after school . . Lepak2 with members . . Then lepak with 5n2 gangs . . Then watch sec 4 and 5 interclass . . Then in the way lightning alert . . Then nothing to do or no one to lepak with . . Go C.O.L.A room . . First play uno . . Cam biaser . . I win la abey . . Then play carom ? Or what la the one which we must jentek2 our fingers on this tablet ? Haha to another tablet . . So i was a beginner so i won . . For real . . I won . . Hehe . . K so . . Then went home with put and shid . . Talk2 in the bus . . Then bla3 . . Reach home . . Eat . . Change then online . . Nothing much . . Chat with khidir , shid and lily . . Then bla3 . . Go ngaji . . Then here am i . . Posting . . So . . Told you it's a short one . . Haha . . K so . . Will update more tmrw and not today coz nothing much to say la abey . . K till here then . . I love this song man ! Labels: all blame me for this . - Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ Tuesday, March 03, 2009 Yeah . . Love this song . . Say goodbye by Haz ? Haha . . Cool or what ? Haha . . K so . . Today wasn't quite okay . . Morning was okay ar . . Bt fight with bro in the morning . . Haiyo ! K so lesson as per normal . . First was chemistry . . somehow i just can;t understand what Ms Ong is teaching mahn . . Keep talking to herself only . . K so . . After recess . . Bla had physics . . Pity me got stomache . . Damn pain sia . . What to do . . Tahan only la . . So . . Sat with rashid . . Talk2 . . Haha . . Fatimah rockers . . Then had to lie down coz if not my stomache keep hurting . . And heart keep hurting too . . Haha . . Then had english i think . . Yah3 . . Go library . . Search for books . . Need to do book review . . Bt angi was the one who cari for me . . Thnks yawl . . Still got stomache so sleep la . . Best dok . . Air con some more . . Then MT . . Was gerek ar . . Drama i think . . Syazana was act real siol . . Haha . . Lutfil pon ade potensi ar . . Khai and matin not bad . . So . . Me and shah kutok2 people . . Haha . . Bt i didnt laugh as it make my tummy go like buhhh ! Then had lit . . Do group work . . With lily , afiqah and kok . . Afiqah perangai buhhh ! Now i know who the real afiqah . . Haha . . To lily . . jng tangkap steam ehk tadi . . I was just eheemmm2 . . Haha . . Ur legs were smooth mahn lily . . To kok . . Urs so many bulu ! Khidir pon kalah . . So bla . . After lit had geog . . Get back common test paper bt saly to say i failed again by half mark sia . . Fcuk it man ! Buhhhh ! Haha . . K then go eat with faisal . . Then had chemistry . . I just think she's happy now . . Haha . . Hope u guys are happy together . . So after chem lepak2 at canteen . . Read azly's book just 1 page . . Haha . . Then go play takraw for a while . . Then rest . . Then go play soccer . . Then sit at the bench there . . Trying to find a way to sort out things . . And i guess she's have just a perfect guys to be with . . To putra and rashid . . Thnks for telling me bt i guess it doesn't worth it at all . . No point saying all these . . Gahhhh . . So bla . . Desperate for conversations . . Bt what to do . . Haiz . . Later people scold ar . . So better for me if i stay away . . And to khidir . . Yah thnks for updating me and giving me great advice . . Haha . . Nice one boifren . . Last long aye . . K so . . All my friends seems happy now . . Wish them goodluck in their future yah . . So went home with put and shid . . How hurt am i seeing them . . Gahhh ! I feel like shouting my voice out and crying till i can't . . Fcuk it !!!!!!!!!!! Whatever i do . . I swear to god i'll love her till i die and tying to get me true love . . Gahhh ! So till here then . . Off to bed crying my tears out and trying not to remember what had happened . . Buhbye . . Gahhhh ! Somehow i'm just so hurt to face and talk to you . . Haiz . . I guess u're happy being with him . . Haiz . . I feel like crying and yah . . I'm crying now . . So bla . . I hope things can be better for me . . Hope to find my true love at once . . Someone who can entertain me . . Someone who can talk with me on the phone till 4 . . Sharing the necklace i bought for her bdae . . Giving her hug and kisses to show that i really do love her . . Gahhh ! Maybe some other days man . . Dream on sia me . . None of this will happen . . GAHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rashid ? 50% ehk ? Bt why did she ? ? Gahhh . . Dont even think about it ! Labels: siapa yg sedang kau syg . - Monday, March 2, 2009 @ Monday, March 02, 2009 Today was good bt i seem moody today . . Even lut and others asked . . K so . . Had PE . . First period . . Did high jump . . Cheydi . . I beat faisal . . So me and kok feng tie . . Haha . . So . . Watching the girls doing high jump was damn funny . . Gahhh ! I hurt my knee . . Pain3 ! ! ! So gonna participate for javelin and high jump . . Haha . . I'm good man . . Chey . . Joke2 . . K so had recess . . Eat la abey . . Then after recess had maths lesson . . OMgod ! I pass ma maths . . Man . . I'm good . . Chey . . Border line oni wanna happy . . 23/40 . . ? good or what ? Haha . . K so . . AFter that had lit . . Sadly i failed . . 11.5 . . Half mark oso dont wanna give . . Kedekot nk mampos nye wen ! Bakhil !! Haha . . K so . . Bla3 . . I was sleeping in class until lut and shafiq wake me up for d&t . . I swear i like Mr Yeo ! He's damn fun and baek . . Kk . . Favourite teacher . . Okay la . . then the new avatar teacher . . The skinhead teacher . . Also okay2 . . Haha . . K then had some laughts . . Bt a lot of time day dream ? Dreaming and wondering about something ?? Haiz . . K so . . After that go english . . Mr Ari relieve coz Mr Mark was away . . Then do some work then watch some movies . . Ewww . . Damn scary sia with all those blood bt one video touch me heart ! A father who really love for his son . . That was damn sad . . Haha . . Wont talk much about it . . Check it out on youtube . . Haha . . K so . . Had assembly . . Performance ar . . Okay2 ar . . Then went for maths lesson at com lab . . Seto peh lembab ! Then so . . I know u kept staring at me and i know i kept staring at u . . Haiz . . I just dunno why . . Everythink i do i'll think of her ? OMgod . . What does that means ? Hah ! Nothing ! K so . . Go mkn kfc with members . . Had lots of laugh then bla . . Went back to school . . Saw an accident . . Lut and the gang peh keypo ! Haha . . Then play soccer and takraw . . Then bla . . Sit down with khidir share some stories . . Sending2 items2 . . Then listen to songs waiting for the rain to stop then go home . . Gang was playing takraw . Netballers were doing their stuff . . Basketballers doing fitness . . Dance people also doing some dancing . . Takraw at the hall . . So no place we lepak beside the GO ar . . Pipe wanna burst sia . . Hafiz running around like a mother chicken searching for her chicks . . Haha . . K so . . Rain never stop till 6 . . So decided to mandi hujan . . So . . I was wet . . I have been a long time me mandi-ing in the rain . . This is when i can shout my thoughts out i can let my tears fall . . Haha . . K so . . Went home with dhan , put and shid . . Talk2 in the bus . . Then reach home eat then here i am posting . . K so . . Till here then . . I'm speechless . . i just don't wanna get heart even more . . It isn't the first time . . Let me cool down for a moment and see how it goes . . Bt this time round i'm totally damn hurt . . I hope you guys have fun together . . And you won't be needing me again . . You have a better guy and u have many new bestfriends . . So . . I swear this feelings of mine wont be fading away . . Haiz . . Labels: who are you loving now ? - @ Monday, March 02, 2009 THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS Represent Album: Lonely Road (2009) A kid came up to me now just the other day And asked me if I'd thought about what I would say If everything came crashing down on top of me How would I stay pure? Will you represent Who you stand for Will they shame you Will they blame you It's funny how the words of a child can be Simple, though the thought there is so meaningful It makes me wonder what I would say to me Through the eyes of another Will you represent Who you stand for Will they shame you Will they blame you There's a consequence For the path you chose Will they change you Will they make you who you are not Let the free world light the way In these times of darkened days Let the free world light the way You will represent Who you stand for They won't shame you They won't change you There's a consequence For the path you chose They can't change you They can't make you who you are not Labels: there's a consequence - Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ Sunday, March 01, 2009 Yoha ! As you can see . . I've change my blog skin . . Da basi man my previous skin . . So i dont know to you guys if its nice bt to me . . Okay2 luh . . Ermm . . Songs also have change . . Now i'm more to punk rock . . And also i want some songs that are meaningful like this song . . Represent by red jumpsuit apparatus latest album yawl . . I'll post the lyrics in the next post . . K so . . My legs are still aching . . My whole body is aching . . My eyes are flooding with tears and i dont know why ? Anyone know the reasons ? Oh yes . . Khidir do . . Thnks khidir for hearing to my stories man . . You're me new bestfriend aite . . Muahahaha . . K . . Let's go with saturday story . . Ermm . . Wake up early . . I was in a rush to school . . Got nike cup la . . At greenview sec . . So . .Wake up late . . Wake up at 6.45 . . Bus will leave at 7.15 . . Oh God . ! Gahhh ! So bath , pee , change , then went off . . So had bread for breakfast at school . . Shaaban was there . . Lepak with him then the rest come . . So then mr dav also come . . Then board the bus then straight away go greenview sec . . Ermmm . . I sleep in the bust . . I mean bus . . Hehe . . K reach there around 8 plus . . Then change to our boots . . Then play some balls . . So first game draw with naval base . . 0-0 . . win yishun 1-0 . . Then win greenview 5-0 . . We top the table . . So . . Next satuday next round of nike cup . . So . . Bla . . After all finish . . Go back to school . . Then go eat at kfc with gang . . Then farhat ask for a minah tudung number . . Haha . . Irfan2 . . Haha . . K then . . Lepak2 at kfc . . Then da best sending2 things . . Then go to siling prime . . Lepak under the block with angi and ayie . . Ayie sleep like a baby sia under the block . . Like his house like that . . Haha . . Then sepet came . . Then field open then play . . I play well bt didnt get a goal . . Wasnt in a mood to goal that day . . Saw that guy that wasnt to be seen . . Gahhh . . K then play2 . . Then rain . . So . . Lepak at doom . . I'm getting closer to the NA guys sei . . Fun tau tk lepak ngn dorang . . Lut2 . . He's damn funny and great to be with . . Dinie also . . So sweet sei them . . Dinie and emma ? Sweet couple . . When am i supposed to be like them ? Haiz . . K so . . Lepak2 . . Then play ali pom ehk ? Then after that . . Went home with rashid . . Shared some stories with him in the bus . . To rashid . . I totally have no hope to get her . . Coz she's willing to sacrifice her friendship . . So maybe this is the end for me love for her . . All my love has come to a waste . . Fuck it la ! So rashid . . I'm hopeless . . No need for you going to her saying and asking all that stuff . . Its a waste of time . . She wont be changing her decision . . So be it . . K then . . Reach home . . Bla3 . . Then after a while datuk take me then go take the others then go mkn at transit . . So . . Go back home watch some balls . . Liverpool match . . No need to say . . So . . That was my saturday . . As for sunday . . Nothing much ar . . After madrasah then sleep . . So i just woke up then here i am posting . . So . . Now chatting with lily. . My scandal . . Haha . . So . . Buhbye now ! Life have been so unfair to me these days . . All things have been bad for me . . Nothing have make me smile throughout the whole week . . Why all these stupid kind of things must happen in my life ? Am i just an unperfect person for all this things to happen . ? Huh ? Somehow i wish i didnt met her or even be friends with her ? I'll get hurt everytime i think of her ? Talk about her ? Being with her ? Or some other stuff . . ? Why her that i'm suppose to love ? Gahhh ! I feel like killing myself . . K fine with me . . You wanna end our friendship . . So be it man . . Go ahead with ur lovely and perfect guy . . I guess u wont be needing me on u wouldnt be counting on me if u need someone to talk to . . U have him . . So do last long and be happy always . . I wont be disturbing u any longer and i will not even exists in ur life . . So till here then . . Memories are still memories . . Labels: you wont be there for me |
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