Dearest Hazim , saya tatau ape mau letak di sini. I hope you like your blog and I love your blog song. Yay ! Okay diam. You owe me kay ! Hee. :)

-Sabby.

Hello there, I'm Hazim or you guys can call me ajim.
. Tall , big , love to sing , writing songs and play the guitar and loves kickingBalls.
I hate both Manchesters and loveLiverpool FC.
I hate people who steals people'sproperty.
I hate liars , bossy people , kerek.
people and so on . Imma happy kiddo and have a happy life with great people around me . Not happy with that , go FUCK.
Enjoy your stay here , leave if you don't like it .

Hey . . Common test is now over and need to be prepare for the mid year now . . Bt somehow no only study bt need to have some entertainment la . . So bla . . I have been playing more soccer these days . . Through out the whole week . . Soccer is my daily routine . . Gahhh . . I'm legs are aching . . Tmrw have nike cup . . Lend my boots to brother's friend . . Then what am i gonna use ? Gahhh ! Nvm . . I have extras . . K go . . Friday have been a great day to me . . Bt only after school . . During school hours . . Yeah . . I'm sick . . Fever , flu and cough . . Eary in the morning while doing test paper . . Gahhh ! Flu like shit . . Sneeze all the time . . Have to ask thursday from sol . . A tissue packet la . . K then . . Something interesting . . Mr Mark scared of wasp . . I know its dangerous bt stay calm dude . . He was like . . Buhhh . . Haha . . K so . . After the test . . Had lesson as per normal . . Social studies today was mendaqq . . MT was okay2 . . CEP more boring . . Eh . . Now i realise through the whole lesson . . My kontol kukus all the time . . I dont wanna make it obvious as i'm wearing just boxers ! So . . Ehemmm2 . . Shshh . . Hide2 la siot ! Haha . . K then . . Bla3 . . After go friday prayers . . I was damn hungry . . Decided to go home then mother never masak . . Walaowe ! Then use ma money meet rashid ar kfc then eat . . Andd now i'm hungry ! K so . . Play soccer under haziq's block . . Then went home with putra . . then online download songs . . And here i am . . Tadda ! Till here then . . Buhbye !

Thnks for the fun on thursday . . Appreciate it lots . . Bt i'm still sad and hurt and i dunno why ? Try asking rashid or putra ? Mann . . I can cry thinking of this matter . . Haiz . . After all this while i keep thinking and wondering . . Maybe i have no hope and maybe i'm hopeless or an unperfect for you . ? Or maybe he's a better guy than me . . This keep me thinking and staying late at nite writing some lyrics about this . . Gahhh ! I'm desperate for you ? Why . ? Why all this have to happen to me ? Why can't u just take me as ? ? Gahhh ! Nvm . . No use saying all this if it doesnt useful at all . . You say it will be back some other time . ? Bt when ? Untill i get into mdm hamidah's age or what ? Gahhh . . Maybe i'm force to wait . . .Till here then !

Labels: i'm hungry .

Hey people ! Sry didnt update me blog often . . Common test is around the corner . . So study ler . . Haha . . Chey like understand like that . . Haha . . Kk . . Let me share some of things that happen duirng the day that i didnt update . . K so . . Here it goes . .

Mondaay . .

All i remember is that i had soccer match . . Thats all . . Ermmm . . Draw 3-3 . . We played well that time . . Bt we're unlucky enough to let them score a last minute goal . . Haiz . . Pelangi2 . . K so . . I know i played well and my ankle , knee and whole body hurt . . I have been busy playing ball all this while including mine . . Hehe . . Joking . . K so . . I'm a busy person now . . Haha . . As for the day after . .

Tuesdaay . .

Nothing happen much i failed my chemistry test . . I knew it . . I had a last minute revised that day . . So bla . . Got 10 1/2 over 30 . . Good ehk ? Haha . . K then . . I know i play soccer at TKD . . Then watch soccer . . C boys won 10-1 against woodgrove . . So . . That is for yesterday . . As for today . .

Wednesdaay . .

Nothing much . . All i know is through out the whole lesson . . I wasnt sleepy or what so ever . . I laugh a lot during each lesson . . Lagi2 during social studies . . Talking crap la siol ! Bt funny . . Haha . . Then after school has re-test for maths then lepak2 at canteen . . Then played takraw for a while . . I think i'm addicted to takraw now . . Im good u know . . Haha . . K then . . Go cwp with shid , putra , dee and sab . . Jln2 . . Then eat Mc . . Then off went go home la . . Haha . . Get to knl2 with one dunno what school girl la ? Putra2 . . Haiyo ! K so . . Till here . . Buhbye !

I've have been so sad lately . . And i dunno why ? Even though a i look or sound happy . . Deep down my heart . . I'm so so so sad . . I'm hurt . . Since that day . . Haiz . . Nothing can cure it except for some special reasons . . Haiz . . I have finish that song of mine . . And i'm writing another . . Maybe i'm just not fit to be yours ? I just cant accept the fact . . Haiz . . Maybe this is just what god wants me and her to be ? Haiz . . I'm just an unlucky boi . . I swear i wont be happy again . .

Labels: I love you . yes i do .

Hey guys . . I'll not post a long one . . I have no mood updating my blog bt there's something i wanna share . . Haiz . . Maybe i just dont wanna have birthdays anymore . . It sux having my 15th birthday like this . . Haiz . . How i ever wanted to go back in time . . Changing my life . . Have a great day on my own birthday . . Bt it all ended up with tears . . Gahhh . . Somehow i dont blame them . . I blame myself for this incident . . Is this supposed to be a special occasion or a sad occasion ? Huh guys ? Is this what am i supposed to get as a birthday gift for me ? Gahhh ! I swear that i'm not gonna be happy again after what happened yesterday ? Haiz . . All that i wish for seems like it wont be happening . . Maybe this is all fate . . Haiz . .

Saturdaay . .

Sleep at grandparents house . . Wake up at 11 . . Showered then went off to woodland mart go buy McDonalds for lunch . . Eat . . Rest . . Then go home alone . . Reach home change packed all things then went off to meet rashid at interchange . . Meet him took 912 and saw asraf , izwan and ayie . . All of then wanted to go to siling prime so do us . . Then ermmm . . Reach there change then started of with norizwan team vs the chinese team . . Then norizwan team win so they had to vs us . . So as a bdae boy . . Captain u noe . . K let me tell u guys my team okay . . K . . Hidayat , Ayie , Hyrul , Nas , Asraf , Izwan , Alif Haiqal , Alif , Syahdirwan and Hazim . . See . . How strong are we ? Ermm . . K so the game started and we won . . I score lots of goal . . Thnks to alif and izwan . . They assists me alot . . Ask whoever was there how did i play yesterday . . For me . . I think i did well . . Haha . . Joke2 . . K then . . My team never had lost so we give others chance so we let them play . . Then bla3 . . As time goes by . . We change and then wanted to go home . . So from then onwards . . I dont wanna share as it will flood my eyes . . Haiz . . I never had wanted my birthday to end like this . . Haiz . . That's about it . . So . . Till here then . .

I have been wishing this for days and nights and yet it didnt come true . . I even cry at night hearing to that song while seeing the pictures we took together . . How i ever wanted u to be mine . . Or 19 may to come back . . Bt yeah . . It didnt . . Gahhh ! Maybe there's just no luck for me . . So bla . . Till here . .

Labels: i hate this birthday of mine .

Yoha ! It have been days i didnt update . . I have been so busy lately and so lazy to post . . So . . Here am i . . Free . . Nothing to do . . So . . K go . . Let me talk some stuff ya . . Ermmm . . I'm gonnabe 15 soon . . Just 5 hours 39 minutes . . Whee . . Bt i guess i wont be having the wishes that i wish for . . Haiz . . Maybe this is what i suppose to be getting all these while . . K . . Trying not to be sad . . K so . . What happen on tuesday , wednesday and thursday . . Lots of thing to share . . K go . .

Tuesdaay . .

All i know is . . I had lot of fun with sab during malay lesson . . Haha . . And that bug that rashid kick at him . . Haha . . Sab perangai scared . . OMgod . . Kk . . Then after school i noe is i play takraw with members . . By then , i can't remember . .

Wednesdaay . .

Ermmm . . Gahhh ! This is my worst day ever . . During school ours ! Some stupid guy just can't stop flirtingg sia . . I hate flirter . . Got gf go make children ar with her . . Molecule . . For those who noe . . Hah ! Fcuk off dude ! She's mine . . Chey . . Joke2 . . It just hurt me seeing both of you having fun . . Sitting next to each other . . Bt i dont blame u at all . . Haiz . . K so . . After school . . Got match . . Against marsiling . . No need to talk . . Coz its obvious that we lost ? I get to kick the ball straight to iqbal ball . . Very2 the hard till got sound . "kelepek" . . Haha . . Kk . . I think i played well bt only the strikers and keeper . . Dont know what to say . . Haiz . . By then . . I have nothing to say . .

Thursdaay . .

Yesterday . . All i remember is ? Ermm . . Forget2 . . I can't remember anything . . Oh yah ! I only play takraw after school . . No fun things to say during school . . Till here then . .

K today ! Great memories . . Bagai bulan jatuh ke bintang man ! Haha . . . Bt during school ours . . I was damn hurt and sad . . Haiz . . I just cant see that fcukiing guy sia . . You have a gerl and yet wanna flirt with others . . Haiz . . It have been days u're repeating the same thing . . What does it shows . . ? Think people ! Bt during the pidato which is during MT lesson . . It was damn funny and fun . . I think i did a great job . . Haha . . Tk habes2 puji diri sendiri . . Muahahaha . . K so . . After school was the best . . Go solat after that play soccer at basketball coart . . Which is i had lot of fun . . Bt injured my shoulder . . Bt lutfil play good as a keeper . . Well done boy ! Jng bloom ehk . . All of my time did well . . Haha . . K so . . While playing this game . . I was feeling thirsty . . So i saw sab , dee and shahidah holding cups of water . . So go at them trying to ask for water . . Secara tiba2 . . Chey . . Like suddenly i go there . . Sab say " sini ah amek air " i guess so . . Guess what happen . . They throw the cups of water and i was damn wet . . Luckily it was hot . . So boley kering . . Haha . . Btw . . I had fun yawl . . Thnks guys . . Ermmm . . Bt my bdae is tmrw . . Not today fyi . . k so . . till here then . . Off to grandparent house . . Buhbye . . Anything just text me yawl !

Labels: memories .

Gahhh ! I'm damn pissed off . . I'm damn tired ! Arghh ! This will be a short one ya . . K go . . Today was just a typical day . . Same as ever . . Lesson make me go so sleepy . . Especially lit la siol ! Until me and lutfil wanna sleep you know ! Ahahaha . . Somehow something make me sad and make me feel like crying . . Without wanna tell kok feng . . He know already . . Good kan dier ? Haha . . Well . . Everybody i love getting hurt . . Early in the morning je da hurt . . Ape lagi afternoon . . Good man . . I love it . . K so . . Bla3 . . Lessons . ! Then go off early . . Match against woodlands bt postponed . . Nonsense sia ! Two games in a row . . Wokay . Then went back school . . Go to woodland wellington trial bt didnt get . . All say i play good sia . . Stupid coach . . Dunno how to pick . . Stupid ! ! K so . . Bla3 . . Till here . . Buhbye !

Labels: I'm still hurt .

Hey ho ! Damn tired . . Busy . . And i guess i have been sleeping late till my eyes hurt you know . . Ermmm . . . K so . . I had great weekends this week . . Firstly . . Khairi's bdae party at aloha loyang ! Woohoo ! ! Gerek la siol ! K so . . Let me share . . Its damn fun . . Try asking those who go . .

Saturday . . Khairi's bdae . . Valentine day . .

Yeah ! Seriously . . I had lots of fun . . Really ! Haha . . Ermmm . . Kk . . So . . Meet up putra under his block . . then walk to interchange . . So matin , and shikin . . Then the rest come . . So we go off by then . . Pelangi clothing like he's in hawaii sia ! Haha . . u must look at him . . Damn like a hawaiian ! Haha . . K then hear song in mrt . . Then reach pasir ris . . Took 354 then bla3 . . Reach there . . Tadda ! Reach already saw people like nas , alif , khidir and the rest la . . Salam khairi family members including his brother . . k so . . Reach only then play soccer . . good or what . . So we had fun . . A lot ! Then we had some laugh . . Then bla3 . . Da berpeloh2 . . Terjun ar ape lagi ! Gerek la siol ! Swimming was the best . . Too bad sab came last minute . . Bt gerek though she came . . i had lots of fun with her . . I want the pictures we took . . Okay ? K . . Ermmm . . Then at night mkn2 . . Very the nice2 . . And yar ! Playing twister was damn fun . . It was my first time playing it . . Gerek la siol ! Seriously . . Haha . . Then everbody had to go . . So balek la . . Then took mrt . . Smell of banglas in the mrt . . So reach home . . Sleep . . I'm tired wont be updating so long . . I end my post here la . . bt i had lots of fun ar . . Tata . . Off talking on the phone . .

Sunday . .

K so . . Had madrasah . . Lesson as per normal . . After madrasah ape lagi . . Lan la . . Played left 4 dead . . Gerek2 . . Addicted ar . . Then went home . .Meet up kakak sedare . . Then went off to yishun . . Jemputan there . . DJ was AB sheikh ? Mepek sak ! Haha . . Bt the food there was nice . . My favourite . . Muahaha . . K then go to abg sedare house . . Kenduri . . For his 7 month baby in the process . . Haha . . Lepak2 under the block . . Ehemm2 sedikit . . Then went off at about 6 . . Then go grandparent house . . Nothing to do . . Sleep la . . Then sab call . . Sry ehk . . Batt low . . K then . . Ermm . . Reach home then here i am posting . . Off to talking on the phone . . Dad away to Malacca . . Woohoo !!

Labels: fun . . . .

Nyahahaha . . Exhausted , tired , sleepy and bored ! Ah yar . . Back from grandparents home . . Ermmm . . K so . . I'm trying to figure it out how am i going to do ? Its either go soccer first then go khairi's bdae or what ? Ermm . . Confused siot . . Kk . . And i'm confused about some other stuff . . Ermmm . . ? Maybe about my life . . Its weather i pick the right or the wrong person for me . . Damn2 confused . . K so . . What did life suppose to be today . . Haha . . Boring la abey ! First period was literature . . Nothing to say bt boring ! Followed by d&t . . Quite fun . . Ermmm . Then physics . . Where bad things happen . . Pelangi and shafiq gadoh lke cat and dog ! Stooopeeed fools ! ! Haha . . K so . . then had maths . . Can't understand what seto was teaching . . Ah kan saja la ! K then . . Had some course la . . Not cosmetic la bt something about financial thing la . . Quite mendak . . All i do is to disturb people and to talk2 with dhan . . Then went home with putra . . Decided to play soccer at fushan along with adli and putra la . . Ermm with abg2 poly la . . They are some good guys . . Wow . . K so . . I get to score 4 goal and yet adli had 3 . . Lozzer ! Haha ! I wont the bet . . I'm good rite ? Haha . . Joke the ing ! Hmmm . . Then after play2 . . Go to grandparents house . . Eat the nasi the ayam . . Yummy the yummy ! Then went home and here i am . . Tooot ! Posting , blogging , updating ? ? And yar . . That's it . .

And yar . . I just feel wrong when u're not by my side . . Bt i just get sad seeing u with ? ? ? Haiz . . That was y i'm trying to stay away . . Dont get the wrong eye deer ! idea la . . Ermmm . . Bt what to do . . U dont wanna be close as ever . . Bt i know you're better off alone . . And now u got them to make u smile . . K so . . Thats it . . No more talking . . Digee dee dang2 . . ? ? Haha . . till here . .

Labels: you won't be needing me .

Hey ho ! I'm feeling so pissed off you know . . Match cancel . . I was already ready for the game and yet . . Anwar had to sing in the bus . . So . . Da la suare serak ! Zul laugh out loud la siol . . Anwar paisey already ! Haha . . Haiz . . It have been postpone to when i dunno . . Bt hope its next week . . Errmmm . . Lessons have been mendak for me sitting alone at the back . . Bt luckily sitting with lutfil was gerek ! Laugh2 . . Haha . . K so . . Bla . . . Lessons mendak ! Hmmm . . Then had to go off early for the match la . . Bt ah yo ! Wasted sia . . Rain2 go away ! Come again another day ! Hehe ! Kindergarden song siol ! Haha . . K so . . Before going off to marsiling sec . . Had some training in the field . . Then biol2 with zul , azhar , ryan and azan . . Me and ryan are back as friends again . . Ermm . . I had lots of fun when azan joined in . . Haha . . Sorry to say this . . Bt its kinda funny . . Sab bola ?? What does that mean ? Hah . . Funny scary la siol ! Kk . . Ermmm . . Then play2 then off we go la . . Yar thats it ! Reach there . . Lots of anak ayam la siol ! Wheee ! Steaming all the way ! Muahahaha . . Kk . . Then postponed go home with hanis . . Hanis went home bare footed sak ! Embarassing . . Thnks ehk syed for not bringing his shoes ! Stooopeed fools ! Haha . . Kk . . Then saw somebody in the bus . . Haha . . Ermm . . Yar went for ngaji then here i am posting , updating and blogging !

Hey you ! That is my song okay . . I get to hear it first . . Soo . . 10 more days to somebody birhday . . And i will be celebrating it as no one even cares about it . . Ermmm . . And yar . . Life without that somebody is boring to me . . And i dunno why ? Haiyo . . Till here !

Labels: regret .

aAh yes . . Back to having a great life . . Yessa ! K so . . Tmrw is the big day . . Should i say a game that we must win . . Bt guess we can't . . Bt i hope we can . . Haha . . Tmrw we playing against marsiling sec . . Marsiling sec won woodlands sec 5-3 . . Ape lagi kite . . Hah . . K so . . I've been thinking if i get to play for tmrw . . Haiz . . It will be sad if it doesnt goes my way . . Praying very the hard . . Muahahaha . . K so . . Today all day i was laughing all the way with lutfil . . Muahahaha . . Do you guys know . . Upil in indon language is taik hidung . . I mean like the hard2 thing inside ur nose . . Haha . . Yar . . That is it . . Haha . . Lutfil keep drawing the comic that mdm wen ask to draw . . Mahal okay . . Haha . . Then all part of the lesson was mendak . . Bla3 . . I getting in love ms ong . . She iis so the gerek and fun la siol . ! Pelangi basket sia . . Bastard sia cher . . Haha . . Well . ? What to do . . Haha . . K then . . MT is getting boring and boring . . Didnt get to sing with sol bt get to sing with khidir . . What song is that . . Kepadamu by taufiq ehk ? Or what ? I wanna hear . . Okay ? Ermm . . Then after school play takraw at fitness area . . Kesian aqid . . Shoes stuck at the tree . . Sape jugak yg tolong ? Aku ngn dugong jgk ? Muahaha . . Kk . . After that watch C boys soccer . . Mepek ar . . 4-0 lose . . Haha . . K then play soccer . . Fight with ryan . . Haha . . Childish !! Kk . . Then went home alone . . Aku love going home alone . . Haha . . As if ! Kk . . Then go ngaji . . The here i am . . Posting . . Till here . . Buhbye ! Tc . ! I missing my cousins ! Shina . . ! When are we meet up again ?

I think u're better off alone . . U wont be needing me by then . . U have lots of other friends . . So do i . . I wont be sorry if you're not around . . Do what u want . . I just can be bother . . Do what u want with ur bla3 . . Had fun though with him . . U can enjoy the happy life of urs . . I accept all these misunderstanding between us . . You'll bring happiness . . Somehow i ask sol and i heard it wasnt real . . So thats it . . We were meant to be this way i think . . Maybe god and others want us to be like this . . Hah . . Good or what ? K . . Till here . . You take care my friend . .

Labels: after all those words . . this is the end . .

Things have been better for me now . . Maybe . . Mum and dad are talking now . . Seems to be okay . . Bt somehow . . I'm still hurt about something . . Just that something i just get hurt so easily . . Haiz . . Nvm . . Kk . . Now i'm i'll be concentrating on my studies and not think of all the things that had happen to me lately . . To all that like pandang rendah at my family . . Fuck off bitches ! You are once my best makcik and pakcik . . Bt in the end . . U're a bastard ! Hypocrite ! Backstabber ! Gahhh ! I gonna go on living like as if nothing happen . . Haiz . . Kk . . I've not been updating a lot coz of somethings la . . Understand2 la okay . . Hmm . . I didnt update on friday , saturday and sunday . . So . . I'll be updating now ! K go . . .

Friday !

Yeah ! ! I do had lot of fun . . Whee . . It's cross country day . . Where most of fuchun students run 4.8 km around woodlands area . . K so . . Me and ahcap da plan wanna run together2 . . Haha . . The al faiz tu punye gerek . . Suke nah kacau2 org . . Haha . . He's kinda funny man . . He keep disturbing me coz on this day itself . . I follow them eat roti prata at this particular kedai kopi ar . . Then i order roti prata ar . . Then i shout noe . . " MAN ! Mana saya punya prata ? Lama sudah tunggu tau ? . " Till now sia he keep disturbing me . . Shitos tol ! Haha . . Kk . . Back to the cross country . . Me and idrus run same2 . . I had fun disturbing people . . Haha . . Grek la siol . . Then finish i was like showering sia . . Wet like after had a bath sia . . Haha . . Ermm . . After all ended . . RUBY jugak yg menang . Hidop mati RUBY !! Haha . . Kk . . Then go swimming with azly , haziq and shah . . Then saw kok feng with his friends . . Play2 . . Laugh2 . . Haha . . Gerek i tell you . . Then after all the fun . . Go watch netball game at RP . . Depan rumah jek . . Haha . . Kk . . Then dunno who won . . After that . . Bla3 . . I dont know . .

Saturday . .

Didn't remember a thing . . Serious ! Ah yes . . All i did was to cry . . . Went to grandmother house . .

Sunday . .

Kk . . Decided to go to woodlands wellinton trial . . Bt mamat insist not to . . Haiz . . Kawan nye pasal ehk . . Kk . . Then had madrasah la . . Kk . . Now i know . . Islam tidak sepatotnye celebrate valentine day . . Its a Christian festival . . It all started thousands years ago . . Zaman2 batu . . Ustaz say all of it started from the Rome people . . Bla3 . . Wanna know ask me . . Then after finish madrasa . . Go play lan . . Left for dead ar ape lagi . . Woohoo . . Gerek la siol ! Then bla3 . . Go home la . . Can't remember from here . . So till here . .


Life have been so unfair to me . . I dunno what gonna happen next ? Haiz . . Just let it be la . . What gonna happen just happen . . I dont even care . . I dun wanna get involve with all this nonsense . . All i want is to have a happy life and a great gamily . . I enjoy having family like last time . . Bt until my father stupidity . . It ended up like this ? Haiz . . Thnks maria for listening to my stories . . Life sucks ! I just wanna end my life . . Got bestfriend also no use . . All your words are all fake . ! Haiz . . Why must all of this happen to me ? Why me ? No one even care about me . No one . . Haiz . . Till here . . Speechless . . . Life sucks .

Labels: Sucks .

Supposed to go lepak with yat and hazirah . . Bt then . . I feel too tired and not in a mood ar . . So sry yat . . Cnfirm tmrw kene marah . . Haiyo . . Okay . . Back to life . . Me and sab are kind of okay2 already . . Errmm . . Ya i think . . Ask her la . . Kk . . I just cant accept the fact that . . Haiz . . Nvm . . Kk . . So . . Lesson as usuall la . . First period lit . . Damn boring . . Not even one thing i know about the story . . All i know is their name . . Haha . . Then had recess . . Eat la abe . . Then had d&t . . Just do work . . Gerek jugak la . . Kk . . Then after that got physics . . I kind of hate the teacher . . Always wanna find trouble with me . . Shitos tol !! Kk . . Then had maths . . Okay2 la . . Had some laughs with maria . . She's gerek okay . . Haha . . Sister in law . . Haha . . Joking ar people . . Haha . . Am i laughing ? K lame . . After school got some what thing la . . ACE learning . . Challenge lutfil pinball . . And he wins . . Haiz . . I wanna rematch ! Haha . . Kk . . Then had tutorial . . Then biol2 with members . . Sab . . I accept ur apology . . And i wish i dont get hurt again . . Promise me that ! K then . . Biol maha biol nye ehk . . Ikat lutfil and sab was the best . . I even took a video of them untying themselves . . Haha . . Funny siots . . Tetek saket ehk ? Muahahaha . . Besar katekan . . Black pulak tu . . Da la terase . . Muahaha . . Kk . . After they go and some go other places . . We go play soccer and play takraw at fitness area . . I swear i was good . . Haha . . Kembang sendiri sei . . Muahaha . . Kk . . Then watch soccer . . Fuchun won 5-0 . . I hope i play against marsiling and i hope we win . . That's all . . And i wish i play bgus giler babs nye . . If god willing . . Then after watching . . Go home la abe . . With sab and azly . . Long tiime no go home together2 . . Haiz . . Sedeh2 . . I hope we will sort out things later on the phone . . Kk . . Till here . . Buhbye !

Labels: same as ever

Yoha ! Gahhh ! Upset ! ! ! I didnt get to play tadi . ! Perhaps we lost . . 4-2 ! Gahhh ! Sedeh sei . . I wonder how we gonna win against marsiling . . Sedangkan they won northland 7-0 . . Gahhh ! Seram ! Kk . . We lost . . Cause i didnt play . . Nashreen said that . . Asraf said that . . Haiz . . Sedeh sei tk dpt maen ! Gahhh ! First time in my soccer life i've been on the bench . . Kalau kene sub pon nly due to injuries . . Not by performance . . Haiz . . Alfian was on form now . . Hafiz also . . So no place for me to play . . Bt i gonna try to prove myself that i better than others ! Hahaha ! Kk . . So . . Today come school at 8 plus . . Then had lesson . . Geography was ok . . Tk boring . .
Then was social studies . . Boring . . Mendak ! Then was MT . . Kene lecture . . Gahhhh ! I do feel like sorry for her . . Haha . . Nvm . . Then had english . . Go out at 1 . . Go for soccer . . Lose ! Haiz ! Didnt get to play ! Gahhhh ! Can't take it man ! Nvm la . . This all part of soccer life . . It we have to accept the fact that we are playing for the team . . And win as a team . . Gahhh . . Nvm . . So after soccer went home . . Bla3 . . Eat then online . . Then here i am blogging . . K so . . Wont be typing long . . Malas ar ! And tired . . Be updating about yesterday later . .

Truce ? ? Friends will still be friends . . I dont wanna get hurt again . . I enjoy per every time i get hurt . . I like it man . . Amal kan la selalu . . Haiz . . I dont know what to say . . If we be like last time . . Surely he will be mad . . Better if we stay like this . . Maybe just friends . . If god willing . . I just dont wanna get hurt again . . My heart was totally in pain and u dont know it ? Do you ? Nothing can wash my pain away . . Haiz . . And yar . . U get it wrong . . Its days of torture . . Not tortures . . Please change it . .

Labels: i'm really hurt .

Labels: nothing to do with anyone

Hey peeps ! As u can hear . . New song beybi ! Haha . . Its title is kembalilah . . I just love this song yawl . . And i dont have any idea why ? Kk . . Wanna Let me talk about today yar . . Then i'll type down the lyrics of the song . . Okay ? Kk . . So . . Had school la abe ! Then bla3 . . Lesson as pernormal . . Maths and lit paling gerek ! Laugh2 together . . Sleep2 together . . Haha . . Then had c&t . . Do nothing . . Bla3 . . Boring la ! Then mr mark never come . . Go out from class earlier ar . . Haha . . Then change with pelangi . . Then he ask me why bla3 la . . Eh angi . . Go it with a try will you . . I wanna see u have a ehemm2 . . Haha . . Kk . . Then after that go mkn at canteen . . New stall tu murah okay ? . . Then after eat go PE departmet biol2 there . . Saket siak farhat ! My balls pain you know ! Fuk u man ! Kk . . Then off we go to marsiling sec for our first B boys north zone game against yishun town sec . . Okay . . Reach there . ! Wow . . Bnyk siak anak2 ayam ! All the marsiling netballers ! They're hot dude ! Including their coach ! If only fuchun girls are like that ! Wow . ! Steam kodok nye siak ! Kk . . Then warm up . . Bla3 . . Starting line up . . Nashreen (GK) Asraf (LAST MAN) Hazim (STOPPER) Hafiz (RIGHTBACK) Hanis (LEFTBACK) Syed ( LEFTWING) Khairi (DEFENSIVEMID) Hidayat (ATTACKINMID) Zuraizi (RIGHTWING) Anwar ( SUPPORTINGSTRIKE) Ridhuan ( STRIKER) . . Kk . . And guess what ? We won la sia . . 1-0 . . They score . . 1-1 . . 2-1 . . They penalty . . 2-2 . . We penalty . . 3-2 . . Last minute goal bt anwar . . Yeah ! Me was sub in the second half . . Sedeh2 . . Then after the match finish . . Watch marsiling vs northland . . 7-0 i think . . Kuat sak dorang ! Nvm . . Fuchun will try their best . . Woohoo ! Kk . . Then get one of this number . . Marsiling chikides ! Wow . . Kk . . Then go home with hanis . . Then bla3 . . Here i am . . Updating my going to be basi blog ! Haha . . Kk . . Lyrics !

Labels: exhausted .

And i guess this is the last us being together . . Wow . . Can't believe it . . Muahahaha . . Kk . . Errmmm . . Cousins , makciks pakciks and datuk dan nenek come my house . . Gahhh ! All eat like piranna sia . . I was like the one making water for them . . Fikir what ? I ur babu ar ? Naseb baek family nye pasal ehk ! OMgosh . . Tmrw is our first north zone game . . Yes sa . . Nervous ade . . Confident . . Quite ar . . Kk . . I pity my nenek cat la . . ( Eton ) . . Its a female la . . Haha . . She have a bisol ehk ? At her check ? Big sia . . Now at clinic . . Haha . . Kesian2 . . Kk . . So . . Had madrasah today . . Then bla3 . . Off going to watch soccer . . Liverpool akan menang ! InsyAllah ! It wont e long coz i'm not in a good mood to type . . Buhbye for now ! Tata . . Tc yawl . .

And now u're saying u didnt ask for it ? Gahhh . . Think first okay . . Think and remember what i did all these while . . If u're saying u didnt ask for it or what so ever . . Think twice . . No point of u saying sorry . . I dont want it anymore . . I dont want u existed in my life . . Coz now . . I just treating u as a ? ? ? ? Stranger ? Or just friends ? Only god knows how i feel . . Hmmm . . Curse you ? No3 . . No good curse2 people . . And yar . . Lying is a bad choice for you . . When will i guess my heart will be cured again ? Someone please . . Do something ? ? Gahhh ! I regretted . . Regret for what i been doing all this while . . It wasnt worth it anyway . . Hah . . Funny sia . . Secondary life sux . ! Gahhh . . I will be tearing all those stuff i wrote in that paper . . Dont say that u didnt ask me to do so . . I just wanna do it . . And yar . . I hope u guys last long aite . . 3 cheers from me to both of you . . Now watching soccer ! Buhbye !

Labels: we were meant like this .

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