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Hello there, I'm Hazim or you guys can call me ajim. . Tall , big , love to sing , writing songs and play the guitar and loves kickingBalls. I hate both Manchesters and loveLiverpool FC. I hate people who steals people'sproperty. I hate liars , bossy people , kerek. people and so on . Imma happy kiddo and have a happy life with great people around me . Not happy with that , go FUCK. Enjoy your stay here , leave if you don't like it . |
- Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ Saturday, January 31, 2009 Gahhh ! And yet . . I have to be hurt again ? Why of this thing happens to me ? I FUCKING dunno why ? Am i a bad person ? Or i have done too many sins to all of you ? Gahhh ! Why all of this ? I didnt ask for this ? I all want to be is the happiest boi in earth . . That is what i want . . And why i have to be in this kind of situation ? Maybe this is all fate ? All of this rely on fate . ? Am i rite or what ? Haiz . . God . . All i wanted is her to be mine ? When can this happen ? ? When . . ? And yar . . It wont be happening . . Trust me . . Haiz . . Nvm . . Maybe its me who is not perfect for her or even he's the better guy for her . . After all the things i did and the love i gave . . And this is what i get at last . . Heart broken ? Flood my eyes with tears ? Damn . . Why am i typing all of this down when she doesn't even care . . Why u have to lie . ? This isnt the first time u lied . . I guess u have lied to me more comparing me to you . . Can't u just tell me the truth ? Why ? Scared to tell ? Common la . . Telling the truth is better than lying . . . Haiz . . Why . . Why u have to do this to me ? ? Gahhh . . U are the only one i love and the only i one i have trust so far . . Bt why . ? Why this is what i get ? Getting hurt again ? Where were all of your promises go ? Into the bin i think . . Gahh ! And now . . I hope u can brighten up my life once again . . I wont be disturbing ur life anymore . . Never will be close to you ever again . . I'm scared of getting hurt again . . Or before ur bf might get angry and beat me up like a piece of shit ! Puh-lease . . I am just trying to get u out of my life ! Dont be saying that i'm being unfair or what so ever . All i want now is peace and happiness . . Kk . . Lets now talk about my fucking life which i've gone through since my secondary life ! Okay . . The only best part is . . My soccer mate . . They have never talk bad about me . . Never backstabb me . . Never dam anybody . . That's why i love them . . Lagi2 asraf . . He is such a great friend to hang around with . . To play soccer with . . Wow . . He's my newbestfriend . . And thnks a lot to my deares cousins who have been with me . . Listening to my songs . . Hearing to my stories . . Thnks you guys . . Love ya so the much ! Muahaha . . Kk . . What i have done today . . Nothing much bt to do PCC . . Haha . . Joking la siot ! Gud the boi okay ! Haha . . All i do is play soccer and cry on my bed . . Chey . . Faking ! Haha . Kk . . Will be watching the match later . . And yes ! I do miss all of my dearest primary school friends . . I also miss going out and having family gathering . . I wanna have all that ! Please ! ! Okay ! Off i go crying ! Eyyy2 . . Watch tv ! Buhbye ! Tc peeps . ! Labels: i now i think i hate you . - Friday, January 30, 2009 @ Friday, January 30, 2009 Ehh o ! ! Teletubbies . . Haha . . Kk . . Mepek ! I have been really2 not me these days . . Due to some reasons . . Gahhh ! Just can't figure it out why ? And btw . . Finish writing my fifth song . . Tittle . . Hanya kau yg ku cinta . . In english . . Only you who i love . . I know nonsense rite ? Bt it's my passion writing song . . Haha . . I wanna be a singer bt . . I'm just to shy . . Haha . . I wanna join the pertandingan malay tu . . Haiz . . Singing ! Please . . Gahhh ! Nvm . . Somehow i wonder if i have good voice like Thaqif . . Wow . . Mesti gerek nye kan ? Haha . . Okay2 . . So . . Today . . Through out all the lesson . . English was okay . . Social studies bole tahan mepek ! MT . . Test . . Mendak ! CEP . . Lagi mepek ! More worse sia my behaviour . . I have been so lazy and so tired these days and dunno why ? Haiz . . Maybe i just keep on thinking about her or ? ? Argh ! ! kk . . After school go take soccer jersey . . They straight away went home . . Then sleep . . Then wake up . . Then played com till now . . kk . . That's about today . . It have been days me and her talk together2 . . Haiz . . What to do . . Haiz ! Labels: I just can't take it - Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ Thursday, January 29, 2009 Ohk . . I'm tired . . I'm exhausted . . So . . Need not to talk much okay . . I'm just too upset about something which people out there dun wanna tell me something . . Haiz . . Nvm . . Who am i to whoever they are . . K so . Today is thursday . . Thursday . . ? ? ? Supposed to follow dad go hospital for his operation . . And now his fine now . . Sleeping . . Kk . . So . . Had lesson as usuall . . Quite boring except for D&T . . The rest all . . No mood . . Kk . . Still mad and sad about that thing . . Haiz . . Why she just can't tell me ? Lagi kau simpan lagi aku mrh siot . . All i know is now . . I won't be me in a moment in time . . Somehow u just have to bear with me . . Okay . . K . . So . . After all lesson . . Played takraw with members at fitness area . . Sry afiqah . . Tk sengaje ehk . . I swear to you that i hate anwar to the core . . Mepek nk mampos ! Pui ar ! So . . Play2 . . Luar je happy . . Dlm cam sial ! Kk . . Went home with putra . . Get a girl number . . She's hawt . . Haha . . Okay . . So . . That's it . . Buhbye for now ! I just can't stand it . . Is it hard for you to tell ? Damn man . . DAMN !! Perhaps it won't gonna be happening . . Forget all the dates . . Gahhh ! Labels: all of this ar bullshits . . - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Hey yo peopelo . . Chey . . Haha . . K . . I'm in a good mood now . . Guess why ? Gahhhh ! I get my new sim card . . Whee . . Gerek ! Okay . . Now i'm living with my spare phone . . Bt i'm not totally happy . . Lots of memories were inside my previous phone . . Gahhh . . Sedeh2 ! ! Nvm . . Gonna move on with new phone . . Haha . . Kkk . . Lets tok about the yesterday2 thing2 la okay . . Hmm . . Tuesday . . ? ? ? Whee . . Wake up so the early . . Haha . . Kk . Joke . . Wake up at 4 plus la . . 4 in the afternoon . . Gahh . . Exhausted la kan at ECP yesterday . . Haha . . Gerek la sey today . . Hmm . . Sab called and ajak the lepak at fushan .. Okay . . Siap-ed . . Meet her . . Then talk2 . . Send2 songs . . then khidir and norizwan came . . Lepak at bwah the block . . Haha . . Then Had some laughs . . Then play balls with members . . I'm famous you know kat woodlands . . Haha . . Kk . . Then went home together2 . . Then wan left . . Then sent sab home . . Then khidir and me buat satu round . . Then from there . . We go seperate ways . . Bla3 . . Then reach home do nothing . . Good kan ? Haha . . Wednesday . . ! Fun ? No3 . . Quite la . . Kk . . School la abe . . Nothing fun about school except for MT lesson . . Ruzana tk dtg ! Syurga bagi ku ! Gerek . ! Biol2 with khai , nash , shah and afiqah . . Gerek ! Kk . . Other than that . . No i think . . Except for soccer training . . Gerek la jugak . . Haha . . K la . . Lazy to type many2 . . It have been a long time going back with her . . Gahh . . Maybe i'm just not needed for her . . She's got others yawl . . Nvm . . Buhbye for now . . Off to my bed to do some PCC , dreaming about 190508 or others . . Bye ! Labels: I'm not gonna love others - Monday, January 26, 2009 @ Monday, January 26, 2009 K ho ! ! I'm back people ! Yeah . . After two days straigh torning . . Tk ku tdo for 45++ hours ? serious . . I only had about 3-4 hours of sleeping . . That's if not for my kakak the sedare woke me up for a morning swim . . Wheee . . I had lots of damn fun at East Coast Park with family . . Mum's side . . Wow . . A new cousin i have not meet in my life . . Bt yesterday . . I get to know her . . Gerek la ehk . . She's kinda cool you know . . Haha . . Kk . . Saturday didnt update . . I can hardly remember what totally happen . . Bt i only remember that i had soccer training . . K dah . . So now . . For the best part of the chinese new year holidays . . Gahhh ! Ribot siot at there . . Sunday . Matahari hari . . Lame ! K so . . Cousins from malaysia came . . So . . Sry la ehk kalau aku paitao . . Sedare . . Must entertain them . . K then . . Went out with dad to take a new sim card . . Bt sadly . . Didnt get it pasal why ? Starhub nye stall . . Chey . . Hmmm . . Starhub nye place la close . . Kk . . Just plan wanna tok with her when i'm at ECP . . BT what to do . . Haiz . . K so . . Reach back home . . Cuzzie and family came . . So change . . Bla3 . . Brought guitar and extra shirts to swim . . K so . . I'm getting darker . . Gahhh ! K . . Ermm . . Go there by car . . Hmm . . Bla3 la . . Reach there book place . . We reach there around 5 plus . . Then set up tent . . Didnt swim coz lazy too . . Then take yan and faris from PP . . Punya la penat . . Jln pe nye jauh ! Fuku . . K then reach back at our tent . . Eat then play some balls . . When we reach . . This was when i get to know my new cousin . . Her name ape la . . Eqah i think . . Gahh . . She's 17 and she's hawt yawl . . Kk . . We joke around . . Faris yan and kakak aiza go jln . . Me , riz and her go to the water breaker to have some fun . . Brought guitar along to play by the beach . . It was about 1 or 2 plus la in the morning . . Ppl where all like sleeping and motek . . OMGod . . Haha . . Eqah tkt tikus kaperr . . K . . Then play some song . . Sing song . . She's have a good voice . . Same goes to me . . Bt not riz . . He sux . . K . . FYI . . Only sab knows who is riz . . Kalau tk tau . . Dier la yg kau panggil uncle when we tok kat phone tu . . Kk . . He sux alot . . Haha . . Kk . . Playe some jiwang song . . Then boring . . Go back tent . . Played some pakau . . Then walk2 around with her . . Cycle2 around . . Then back around 6 plus . . Then sleep la abe . . Then punye pandai . . Kakak ku yg pandai tu kejot aku when i was in my lala land . . I was dreaming about me and her sia . . Seriously . . Lol . . Kk . . The early in the morning . . Which is moday already . . Monday . . ? ? ? Kk . . Get to now kakak fren . . Batu . . Real name imran . . No idea why was call batu . . K . . Then swim with them . . Talk2 by the beach . . Kak . . You have to be strong kak . . I know how u feel okay . . For now . . Plz think twice before doing things . . Taubat la kak . . Please . . Before its to late . . I have faith in you . . K then . . Sebatang satu . . Then swim . . Kk . . Damn cold i tell you . . Da mcm nk tooooot ! . . Then after that . . Wake up those three monyets ! Then swim2 with them . . Then play2 head2 . . Then when we're about to wash up . . Mum and family come . . Gahh . . Change my mind then swim again . . That's why i'm getting darker . . K then . . After that . . Saw amin , his bro , nisa , haziq and hazirah . . Gahhh . . Then go up to tent . . Ajak them swim . . Bt those two girls ngah ehemmmm2 . . . So . . Too bad . . No fun . . K then . . We play header2 again . . Then mum and the others need to go . . so . . I and amie which is my uncle . . Ex fuchun . . FYI . . then after they leave . . Left me , amiw , faris and awie . . New cousin too . . Yan da kene jln . . Paitao ! K . . Then we the gang sang song while playing guitar . . Hmm . . Guardian angel . . Kemana kau menghilangkan diri . . Many more la . . K . . Then got bored join the gang play ball la . . Haha . . Gerek la siot ! Haha . . Then got one girl mintak number gue . . Paisey siot . . Padahal nye padahal . . Nisa la . . Sedare aku jgk ! Stooopid ! K then . . All must leave . . Then so . . By then we go our seperate ways . . Me and amie tumpang amin's father van . . Then stopped us at faris's home . . Then lepak under his house . . Sebatang lagi . . Gahhhh ! Coke tumpah in my bag ! ! Shit ! ! Nvm . . Then after then . . Lepak2 . . Talk2 . . Go home straight la . . Bla3 . . Here i am posting . . All i know is . . For now . . I had damn fun sia for these two days with me cousins ! Woohooo ! I wonder what will happen if i'm having fun with my bestfriends . . Gerek la siol !!!! Labels: i guess i'm not needed anymore . - Friday, January 23, 2009 @ Friday, January 23, 2009 K so . . After i miss place my hp . . I have nothing to entertain me . . Or what to make me happy . . Songs that i kept . . Haiz . . K . . Let me share how it totally happen . . Friday . . the day i lost it . . Haiz . . Gahhh . . Its chinese new year celebrations concert today . . Before that . . We had some lessons . . Best of it is english and mt . . Other than that . . Nothing . . I swear to you this year concert sux . . Serious . . I swear . . Dikir barat . . Stooopid that fat girl ! Nk dikir barat tk yah nk pekik suare sendiri per . . Nk org dngr suare dier je . . Stooopid ass ! Lion dance . . Memekak . . The rest also sux ar . . PA system like shit . . K so . . After all that stuff . . Had to design class . . Sab left early . . Kok feng also . . The came lutfil and nash . . So its sol , me , rashid , maria , and both of them . . I swear i had fun . . Talking about ghosts . . Gahhh ! Seram la mimpi lutfil ! Hehe . . K so . . The moment i felt so sad ! So not in a mood . . Gahh ! So . . Played takraw for a while . . Then came in from a hole near the field and fitness area . . Ask alif to hold it . . Then i get it back from him . . Then go pee for a while . . Phone put out side . . Then i didnt remember where or did i put it in to my pocket . . Gahhh ! Complicated sia . . . Bt i guess . . I'm just to careless la . . Played soccer put my phone in pocket . . Cnfirm jatuh kan ! Stooopid me . . Gahh ! Org tu da la nmpk my phone . . Or what so ever la . . Can tell me what ? No need to hide2 take . . Gahhhh ! Nvm . . All of it have happen . . No point saying all this . . Off i go to my bed crying . . Buhbye ! - @ Friday, January 23, 2009 Haiz . . Its have been years keeping this thing with me . . Haiz . . I'm am so so so way sad this day . . The day which i will remember through my whole life . . Gahhh ! It has lots of evidence in it . . Have lots of memories in it . . Pictures whice i label 19 May . . Gahhh . ! How i wish the person whofound it return it back to me . . Bt what am i suppose to do ? Then get a person who was not truthful enough to return it back . . I'm totally pissed off now . . Baek pe . . Beli on january 08 . Lost it on january 09 . . I wonder how's my phone rite now ? Sold ? People using it ? Gahhh ! To all who have my number . . Just please dont waste your time texting me . . No use either . . Haiz . . Messages which i kept from february 2008 . . Its all the messages that the same person who texted me . . Gahhhh ! Sad !!! I need a new phone ! ! I need songs in me ! ! All the pictures i took with her . . All the candids of her . . Haiz . . Maybe its just a test to me from God . . For all my sins i've done . . I'll try to be a perfect and a better boy now . . Now . . I'm just gonna wait and see what's gonna happen to me ? Some people advice me to block my current number . . Then let it expired so i will get a new sim which had the same number . . Anybody know about it . . Please contact me in msn or call my house number please . . Please . . I'm begging you people . . To me dearest hp . . Do take care of yourself . . You have been a good hp to me . . Even though i didnt take good care of you . . The scratches i did to you . . I'm so so so sry hp . Please . . I need a new hp . . What am i supposed to do ? Gahhhh ! ! Help please !!! Why must all this suey things must happen to me ? Am i really so bad untill all this thing happen to me ? Starting of 2009 sux a lot . . Run out of love . . ? Hp lost ? Teachers have been scolding me through out this january . . ?? Friends doesnt even behave like one ? Gahhh ! Why . . Haiz . . So . . Here i am without any one to call with or ? ? Gahhh ! Till here now . . Until we meet again . . - Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ Thursday, January 22, 2009 Yoha ! It has been days . Gahh . . Bz all this while . . Tired might be the reason too . . Bt mostly is . . My mood have been so sux this days . . K so . . Let me share some of the days i've been through . . It has been so sux and some gerek2 la . . Just sit down and listen to my fairytale aite ? Tuesday . ? ? Hmm . . Gahh . . Hardly to remember what happen . . All i can say is . . Day gone badly for me . . Nvm . . I'll still go on with life . . Hmm . . Guess so . . Moving on . . Wednesday . . Friendly day . . K so . . Had lesson as per normal . . Lessons . . . . Biaser la . . Boring . . Can sleep you . . Bt the best part was when lutfil kene mrh ! Haha . . Is this the kind councellor we need ? Chey . . Joke2 . . Hmm . . So . . Bla3 . . Other than that . . Maria Fransisca Kamelia Komala n Rashid Yaacob made my mood go the upper2 high . . K lame . . K so . . Nothing else ? Ar ya . . That's it about school day . . And yah ! Friendly time . . Haha . . So . . Had friendly with coral sec . . C boys played first . . Lose 3-2 . . Baik per . . From 2 nil up till 3 - 2 down . . Stupid reserve team . . Ala . . First team yg kuat . . Sec ones sux siotz . . Kk . . So . . Its game time . . First eleven . . Nashreen , Asraf , Hazim , Alfian , Azmi , Zuraizhi , Khairi , Hidayat , Syed , Anwar and our star player . . Ridhuan . . Gahh . . He's damn good . . 4 goals for him . . Ahcap assist him twice . . Anwar score one and ahcap get one also . . Nice header man . . Congrats for your first ever goal . . Nice one captain . . K so . . Biaser la kan . . We won 6-2 . . Hmm . . Ni baru lwn team sng2 . . If strong team how . . Nvm . . We'll try our best yawl . . 110% . . Haha . . Kk . . So . . That's about our friendly game . . I'm getting worse . . Stamina menurun . . Menyesal aku ! Gahh . . Thursday . Today . Other time then tell . . Tired ar to type . . Ma bad . ! K . . Thats about it . . My life in sec 3 . . Scheduale damn tight . . Gahhh ! K so . . I've been upset for somethings . . I hope tat person know what he or she doing . . Gahhh ! K till here then . . Tata ! Labels: there's nothing to hide . - Monday, January 19, 2009 @ Monday, January 19, 2009 Yoha . . I'm addicted to this song . . Merenung kenangan by the baronbros . . Wow . . Go youtube and you'll find the song . . Okay ? Kk . . So . . It's a monday today . . First day of the week . . Gahh . . Tired la abe . . All to do is sleep in class . . Coz yesterday sleep at 2 . . Why ? Nehh . . Nothing . . K so . . Let's tok about today man . . Monday . . Man-dae . . Nonsense sia . . Haha Kk . . So . . Bla3 . . No need to tell in details aite . . So . . Had p.e . . Jus run around . . And play a game in the hall . . What game also i dunno . . Bt its called squirrel , tree and earthquake . . Gerek game also la . . K so . . After that had recess . . Then got maths . . Never do sia . . Bt copied kok feng's nye . . Finish it on tyme tau . . During maths lesson lagy . . Haha . . K . . Then had lit . . Ade bdk paitao . . Kate je nk ddk together gether . . Nvm . . I'll remember . . K then had english . . Bla3 . . Then had assembly . . I had fun though . . Bt mood still swing . . Haiz . . K . . Disturb anbang is the best . . Haha . . K then . . lunch . . Eat la . . Then had maths again . . Do correction . . K then . . Had soccer training . . Gerek la siol . . Play some set pieces . . Kick some balls . . Daripade fitness jek . . Gahh . . K so . . That's today . . Nothing much . . So . . Went home with putra . . Baru je nk alek ngn dik tu . . Tapi . . Nvm . . Maybe i'm not needed . . K so . . Bla . . Reach home . . Eat then online . . Till now la abe . . Then now posting . . Haha . . K . . Till here . . Buhbye . . Nice song . . Sad song . . Gahh . . You people should hear it . . Can cry dok . . Haha . . Kk . . Engkaulah segala . . Sehingga nadi ke terhenti . . . . . . Labels: merenung kenangan 190508 - Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ Sunday, January 18, 2009 Yoha . . In the process chatting with asraf . . Gerek la sei having a friend like him . . Best punya . . What a gayboiiii . . Haha . . K so . . Gahh ! Schooling tmrw . . And i'm sick . . Flu . . I hate it when i have it . . K so . . Bla3 . . Today ehk ? Sunday kan ? K nothing much . . Sunday . Hari matahari . . = ) Nothing much today . . Had madrasah . . Woke up at 8 . . Showered . . Eat . . Took 911 . . Bla3 . . Reach there . . Meet up fauzi and hairil . . Mat tk dtg nyari . . K so . . Had lesson . . We study aqidah . . Ustaz nazree was like teaching as about takdir . . Haha . . He's kind of funny yawl . . K bla3 . . As usuall . . Finish at 12 . . Then straight away after madrasah . . As usuall . . Play lan la . . Left 4 dead again . . Gerek la siol itu game . . Try it . . I dare all of you . . Hehe . . K so . . Play for an hour . . The funny part was when . . There was so many zombies were attacking me and then i shouted and asking fauzi and hairil to help . . Haha . . Then everybody was staring at me . . Paisey la siol . . Haha . . K so . . then after playing . . Went home straight away . . then saw someone . . Hehe . . The girl . . Haha . . Funny2 . . . Then reach home . . Sleep straight . .Pening siot kat bus . . Wake up at 6 plus . . Then bapak , mak , abg udi , and uncle came to me house . . FYI . . I call my grandfather bapak n grandmother mak . . Cool kan ? Haha . . So . . They go home . . Then online for a while . . Kind of upset about something . . Gahh . . Nvm . . Da takdir . . Haha . . K so . . Off to go talking with sab . . Tmrw is the 19th . . Cool ehk ? K la . . Buhbye ! Labels: a little to not over you . - Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ Saturday, January 17, 2009 Yoha people ! I guess i didnt update yesterday . . So3 bz . . Sry and i can ardly remember what happen yesterday . . K . . Bt today . . I'll be sharing with you guys about my day today . . Which is saturday . . K . . Lets go . . Today . Saturday ! Whee . . Today was a fun day . . We had our flag day . . Which means . . Collect money for the old folks or the needies . . So . . Meet up sab at her house . . Biaser la kan . . Gentel man . . Hehe . . Took her wait for her under the block then straigh away go cwp . . Meet up sol at boots and shoe . . Then go for our breakfast . . Then go eat at civic . . Had double cheesburger meal . . K so . . Bla3 . . After eating . . Go back there report . . Took our things then plan what to do and where to go . . So . . All decided to go jurong bt the girls all go chua chu kang . . Kk . . Me angi farhat and anwar one gang . . Hakim my class lutfil rashid and faisal another group . . So we go our separate ways . . So bla3 . . Feeling nervous about wanna collect the donation . . Gahh . . So . . Ended up me and angi . . Haha . . Farhat and anwar serious shit sia . . Tk tau malu nye bdk ! Meet with any people then say ' excuse me , want to donate ? Like shit sia . . Embarrassing . . Gahh ! So . . Bla3 . . Me and angi go other place to collect our money . . I mean theirs . . Hehe . . K so . . Then go meet the girls at chua chu kang then angi left . Stoopid ar angi . . Kau gi naek bus buat ape ! Stooopid fella . . K so . . We all go back to woodlnds . . Transfer some money from ayu's bag to mine . . Coz mine was so sikit you know . . Haha . . So . . Lepak with gang kat what sab call it . . Titanic ? Ah btol la tu . . So . . Laugh2 . . And to the best part ! Sabo-ing dhan belated bdae ! Haha . . Ambek kau ubat ! Gahh . . I imagine what will happen to me during my bdae . . *blinking eyes* . . Haha . . So . . Lempar telor at her then simbah air kat dier . . We had fun i tell you . . Tapi ade je yg menyebok . . Whoever terase . . Dier la tu . . K so . . Me and sab go toilet go wash something . . Then saw mimi and hyrul . . Kiwak . . Aku tk bersalah nk bbl cam gitu per sia . . Ade aku buat dose pe ngn kau . . Walaowe . . K . . Moving on . . Bla3 . . Wash up already go back to that place then go reaturn back our bag to the thingy la . . Then off we go eating dhan cake . . Wow . . Sedap you know . K so . . We had fun already then gah . . Went home with hakim (dugong ?) K then . . Btw . . He's kind of friendly anyway . . Gerek dapat kwn ngn dier . . K so . . Bla3 . . Alek umah . . Datuk dan nenek came . . With amie uncle 18 years old . . Hehe . . Strange rite . . Bt its real . . K so . . Riz and family come to my house . . Laugh2 . . Gerek i tell you . . Sedare2 jek . . Haha . . Then now riz nye bro . hairudin . We call him i je . . Which mean hai . . i . . Short form la . . Why am it telling you guys this . . Gahh . . Stoopid . . Shut up . . K so . . Just finish download songs . . Many it tell you . . K dah . . Thats my day . . Chat with maghfirah kejap . . K . . Tata . . Btw . . I'm sad about somethings . . Haiz . . And i dunno what i'm thinking now . . Is it for real or nt ? Haiz . . Nvm then . . Buhbye ! Labels: gerek punya nya nyari . - Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ Thursday, January 15, 2009 Yoha every one . . Ok . . Like i said . . Will be posting about today . . Hmm . . Nothing much fun today . . Wasnt in a good mood bt somehow someone make it better . . Hmm . . So . . Lesson as usual . . Nothing fun la . . Didnt laugh and talk much today except for c&t . . Gerek la ehk . . There's this one part me , faisal and angi was sitting at the back of the class . . We play this game . . Whoever get to grab or touch each other balls for 10 times . . Wins . . And guess who win . . Me la sei . . I get to touch faisal's about 5 to 6 times . . And angi jus twice i think . . Angi kental ar . . Maen jauh . . Stoooopid fool ! Hah ! So . . Quite boring la . . So play2 hp . . Watch ehemm2 . . Then bla3 . . Do work . . Then was physics . . Nonsense ! Didnt do anything must sit in front of the door ! Stooopid shit ! Serious shit sia. . That was the tyme i lost my damn good mood . . Gahh ! So . . Had maths . . Sab kene mrh kapeee . . Ish3 . . Hehe . . Then bla3 . . I 'm not gonna trust shafiq for the class jersey . . Better be nice or else the lightning god ehk ! ceeelaka ! . . Gahh ! Then after school go mkn at kok feng company ? ceebye ? chemistry ? ? hehe . . Nonsense sia . . Hmm . . Eat with gangs . . Bla3 . . Then go doom . . Lepak2 there . . Play psp . . Hmm . . Went home . . Then bla3 . . Blog . . Update2 . . The ahcap give me this one horror game sia . . Seram nk mati . . try it if you guys dont believe it . . hotel626.com . . Try it . . I dare you guys . ! K so . . Bla3 . . Till here then . . Tata . . Tc . . I have been thinking all these while . . I am never gonna ever get what i want from my what i want . . Gahh . . Sol . . You're wrong ! She doesn't . . . Labels: pilu rasa hati . - @ Thursday, January 15, 2009 Gahh ! ! Tiring these days and i've not been updating me blog for quite a long time . . I mean a week you know . . Kk . . I swear to you that i've been tired coz of my school work , housework ? ? , soccer training . . Almost evryday siao reach home around mahgrib . . Gahh ! ! Tired . . Exhausted ! Bt nvm . . I can hardly remember what happen the day after i update my blog . . Hmm . . It's started on saturday . . K . . All i know is . . Saturday . Nothing i did bt to do nothing day at home i guess . . Hmm . . Ah yes . . Played psp till night and ? ? ? *Empty mind* Sunday . Madrasah la abe . . Ah yes . . Yesterday . I mean sunday morning . . Watch liverpool match . . Gahh ! Draw la . . 0-0 . . Stoke play like shit sia ! ! Bangsat ! ! ! ! Argh ! Went madrasah . . meet fauzi and mamat . . Laugh2 alot . . Funny part ! Mat kentot bau bangkai ! ! K so . . Bla3 . . Study3 . . Then go play lan . . Left for dead . . Tembak2 ar . . Fun giler . . Shooting zombies . . Hehe . . Hmm . . Then . . 5 pm got soccer training near with sports school . . Play two a side . . Then go home around mahgrib again . . Then bla3 . . Moving on too next day . . Monday . School day ! All i remember was . . Soccar training . . Lesson as pernormal . . Stress habes punye ! I think i have no hope sia . . Bt what i'll do is . . I try my best la stoopid ! Hazim2 . . Hehe . . May God help me with my studies ! Must study hard you know ! I hate physics and chemistry ! Hmm . . Soccar training . . Quite boring la . . Kene fitness . . Then play two a side . . Rebot siao . . Sec 1 and 2 . . Mcm adek2 kecil . . Chey . . Hehe . . So we won 2-0 against C boys . . Biaser la kan . . Hazim ade . . Hehe . . Ah . . Saket tau kene kick on the nose . . Alif ! Aku mase dam kau ehk ! K so . . Bla3 . . Moving on . . Tuesday . Another school day ! Lessonas pernormal . . All i can remember is . . I had lots of laugh with lutfil and sab-on ! Many i think . . Gerek la . . Haha . . Hmm . . Sit beside lut and sab . . Laugh2 . . Hehe . . Kk . . The rest . . Forget ? And wont be telling in details . . Moving on . . Never go ngaji ! Satu family sleep . . Hehe . . Wednesday . Great day evar ! ! Hehe . . Lesson pon gerek2 . . There's this one part . . Sab took this papre of mine in me pencil case . . Gah ! Btol nye paisey sia . . I've never had shown her before . . Kiwak ! Paisey la siot . . Bt nvm . . Maybe one day i'll sing that song to you . . And i've just finish writing another . . Hmm . . Gah ! After school ! ! Gerek la ehk ! Soccar training . . Coach henry gonna take us for training today . . Haha . . This day i'll tell in details ok . . Here it goes . . Had soccar training . . Change with khai n angi . . Then straight away help go pump balls . . Hehe . . Get into the field . . Then terase nk terkens pulak . . So . . Go toilet and guess what . . I saw coach henry . . Hehe . . Haha . . Here comes the funny part . . When i finish pee-ing . . O M G ! I turn and guess what . . Coach henry da la neegro ! He change bogel lak tu ! And i was the only one there with him . . Gah ! Kunik da macam 'MONSTER COCK' you know ! And slumber party je dier talk to me like that in that situation . . What to do . . Layan kan je la . . I just keep on talking with him and drink . . Haha . . Gah ! Never in my life saw a big balls like his . . OMG . . Trauma sia now ! Hmm . . K so . . . Had fun . . Play some balls . . Play two a side . . My team win again . . Hehe . . There's this one part when hanis(opponent) clear the ball away . . Then my team were wearing black beabs . . Then i shouted black ball loudly siao . . And then i just realise that his black and gah ! I shout that . . The rest all the ketawe2 . . Gah ! Joker of the day . . Of course la me . . All the jokes came from me you know . . Kalau tk . . Ni training tk kan ade fun you know . . Hehe . . So . . After training . . We all high 5 one by one . . Then when all high 5 him rite . . I was last to high 5 him . . When was just about to high 5 . . I fake him and he was fool by me ! Hahahaha ! So . . Gah . . Everboday laugh ! All had fun . I had fun . . Gah . . So . . That was my day . . About today . . I'll update later ! Tata . Tc . . I got something interesting to share ! - Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ Saturday, January 10, 2009 Yoha people ! Hehe . . I've been bored all these while . . I can die you know . . Chey . . Fake ar . . Bt seriously ar . . I'm totally damn bored . . Anyone . . Please entertain me ! Luckily got ahcap and shina to entertain . . Kalau tidak . . I'm dead . . Hehe . . Argh ! I miss my cousins sia . . Long tyme tk jumpe and do stuff with them . . Haha . . Shina , abg naz , his bro , mus , faris , hazirah , amin and his bro and lagi . . YAN ! Bile nk kuar ? ? Lame tk jumpe kau nye muke ! Hehe . . Harap2 kau sihat2 jek ehk . . If you got any scary stories . . Tell me plz . . Nk tau ! Kk . . What i mean is . . I miss them la . . All i can do is jus chat with them kat msn . . Haha . . K so . . Bla3 . . Did nothing bt to online and do nothing la . . Bla3 . . Will be posting one later . . Buhbye !
- Friday, January 9, 2009 @ Friday, January 09, 2009 Hey ho . . Another ordinary day . . Which makes me damn bored . . Why ? Tv spoil . . Com nothing to do . . So . . Nothing to do . . Post something la . . As you can see . . I didnt update yesterday . . So . . I will be updating yesterday's day and today's day . . Owrite ? Hmm . . K so . . Yesterday . . Thursday . . Another day of schooling . . K let me start in the morning wokay . . Hmm . . Took 169 go interchange . . 856 go school . . Waite for angi , yat and farhat . . Bt farhat wasnt there . . So . . Off we go in to the school . . So . . Had Majulah Singapura . . Hmm . . After that go back class . . Got what lesson idk . . Forget . . Lesson as per normal ar . . So . . After school decided to go home . . Bt i think i might get bored at home . . So lepak at school . . Play some balls . . Make a circle . . Juggle the ball . . Make skill . . Chey like profesional like that . . Hehe . . Joke2 . . So went back . . Watch bong at my mum's room . . a sad episode la . . Kesian bong . . So . . Do homewk . . Talk with sab on the phone . . And i had fun and lil bit angry . . For heaven sake . . She keep saying kau ade . . . . . . . . . What the . . So . . She ask . . And bla3 . . You guys not need to know la . . Nothing important . . Stupid shit . . Haha . . U've been fool u stupid lubang jubo . . Haha . . So hang up . . Ngantok ar . . So . . Wet dreams ar . . Hehe . . Today . . Fry - day . . Hmm . . Today ehk ? Hmm . . Gerek gile babs la siot ! ! Had english lessonat first . . Aku paitao coz of a reason . . I wanna sit with you during bonding time . . Lagi fun la kan . . Rather than sitting together during english lesson . . Haiyo . . Mr Mark2 . . . Haha . . So . . We had bonding today . . Had lots of laugh . . First activity was doing something la . . Write a brief description about us and then draw ourself . . So . . Teacher must give to others . . Then others tu must read who are they . . Bla3 . . Quite boring ar . . So . . Sit beside sab . . Haha . . Sab . . Black la sia . . Make me setim jek . . Setim kodok tau aku ! ! Terdedah dok . . Haha . . K so . . That was the tyme i felt really close to you since the start of 2009 . . Close giler la siol ! First time same class . . Ape tak . . Haha . . Kk . . So . . We must decorate our notice board . . Then had some cake teacher buy . . Then eat la . . Took some pictures . . So . . While drawing . . Sab got the habit of disturbing people ehk . . Kacau kau baru tau . . Hmph ! K so . . Go off to fry day prayers . . Then go home . . So here i am . . Posting .. . Will be updating later at night . . Haha . . K so . . Till here then . . I might be posting later about my feelings towards her . . And yah . . I finish writing my new song . . = ) - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ Wednesday, January 07, 2009 I will be updating my blog often now . . I've been crazyly busy for the whole day i think . . Okay people ? K . . I'll be sharing just for a moment . . So it will a short one . . K here it goes . . All i remember is . . Monday and juz now which is wednesday . . All i can remember was . . Soccer training . . Monday was mepek ! Just now was fun although it was tiring . . I had fun though . . Bt something upset me alot . . Haiz . . K . . New teacher . . Different way of teaching . . K bla3 . . All i did in class . Bored . Lay down . . Sleep i guess . . K . . Till here . . Maybe updating some other days . Buhbye . . - Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ Sunday, January 04, 2009 I'm bored here ! Tv spoil ? What am i going to watch ? I missed the match liverpool against preston . . One day without watching soccer can 'DIE' you know . . Chey . . Kidding2 . . I've not been updating coz com crazy and internet connection like shit . . Lagging ! Hell yah ! Ok . . So now . . I'm bored and dont know what to do . . Currently online at msn and listening to flying solo ! and posting like DUH ! . K so . . Let me share about yesterday and the day before yesterday , Understand ? Friday la . . K so . . Yesterday . So . It's saturday . . Suppose to be out . . Bt i guess i'm just too lazy going out . . K so . . What i remember is . . Wake up late . . Ard 2 plus i think . . Bro had to go to his gig . . Father working . . Mum and sis go johor . . Me left at home alone . . Bored la crazy ! Tv da gone case . . So left psp and com to entertain me . . So . . Play com for a moment i think . . Searching for another blog skin coz da kind of BASI . . So . . Search2 . . Then tired ar . . Lots of skins bt dunno which to pick . . So . . Off com . . Play psp till at night . . Bla3 . . Then sleep . . Early ar . . Nothing to do ? Sleep la . . Friday . ( First day of school ) 2009 ! K so . . Gahh ! It's school day . . My first time wearing long pants to school . . New hairstyle . . Sucks a lot ! ! I hate it when i have short hair . . So . . Wake up at 6 . . Bla3 . . Bath2 . . Mandi cowboy punya . . So . . Siap2 . . Then off i go to school . . Took 169 . . Then took 856 . . Took bus with akmal sec 1 and anwar . . wait fer sab who was late . . Chey . . Kidding . . Waited for rainbow who never arrive and never came . . So off we go in to the school . . Meet up with some new friends . . China students ar . . So . . Went to class . . Next to 3e2 and 1e1 . . GP loy . . Great or what ? So . . Other then malay class which we do work . . The rest all talk2 all the way . . So . . Didnt go friday prayers . . Uzur ar . . Hehe . . So . . Go kfc wit yat , angi , anwar and azhar . . Meet ipin and rahim . . Eat2 together . . Then off back to school . . Lepak at the blakang of PE department . . Didnt go npcc . . Aku da tk de minat nk gy . . Understand ? I'm being 'true to self' . . Fuchun moto mah . . Must be true to self ? Am i rite ? So . . Go for soccer training . . Quite fun ar . . Bt tiring . . Better then npcc . . So play two a side . . So bla3 . . Go home by then . . So go home . . So . Never go ngaji . . Good boiy mah ? Hehe . . So . . That's my first day of school . . K so . . What about today ehk ? Forget ar . . K so . . Wake up . . Went to madrasah . . See . . Hazim is good boi you know . . Rajin . . Like my ustazah said . . We are the chosen one . . Hehe . . K so . . Never study bt go to woodlands garden do some stupid stuff i think . . Bt i enjoy myself . . So . . Finish all that . . Went back to madrasah and then dismiss . . Me , fauzi , mamat and khair went lan . . Go play left 4 dead . . Gerek la sei . . Should play often ar . . Haha . . So . . Go home . . So here i am . . Posting and bored . . Maybe posting again later . . K bye . . Till here then . Labels: bored these days |
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